Sunday, September 30, 2007
its exam period now and i just went kbox wit RAINjie...omg...not gonna care about my study? dunno leh...can pass jiu pass lors...nth seems to get into my head when i study...hen xinku neh...
anyway, kbox wit jie just now is fun at first, den sudenly both emo...see her so sad i also sad... =( hope kor will treat her better...she's a zharbo afterall ars...will tends to be weaker de k...
and i feel bad about the kbox just now...she was like emo-ing...den suddenly i jump for joy cuz siaoeh msged me...opps...sorry sorry...
kbox-ing from 3 to 7 liddat...3 to 5 abit sot sot de; 5 to 6.30 start to emo le; 6.30 to 7 crying le... =( sobs sobs...others maybe i still can li siao abit to make them smile, but jie i jiu dunno wad to do le...afterall, she is emo for kor wad, den how to help kor wors? i also dunno...just hope its sunshine after the rain mars...
sunshine after RAIN!
Friday, September 28, 2007
flung my papers can...today was chem & ss...& ytd was like, go library read up abit ss, cant get in...reach home read abit chem, cnt get in, den change to ss, cnt get in too...den went to nap awhile, wake up for chem again...cnt get in...den to ss again, cnt get in again...i was like, give up...
after ss paper is a small break, something like recess...read up for chem...suan le...i give up can...
during chem paper, flip to the first page, dunno...den flip to the next page, dunno...den i keep on flipping and flipping...suddenly it was like section B le...i stun, den quickly flip back to the first page and anyhow bomb ans lors....section B is not any better can...the ans is anyhow bomb de lors...give up on sec 4 express le...siaoeh, i can go NA pei you next yr le... =x
after paper went to siaoeh hse to look for him & alvin tgt wit joey...at his hse li siao here and there...
siao eh, you are a sweet guy...you treat stead hen good, just like wad the rest has said...i dun love him ok...like i've said, i love you k...i wont cry for him anymore...i promise...
had a little cold war wit him...sorry so much...after to his hse, liting pei me go home...at my home eat maggie blah blah...slack till 5 plus reaching 6 den leave home to pm mac...was damn late can...haas...but we still went to the playground underneath my block to play the swing first... =x left my hse estate at only 6... =x
reach pm, smoke arn...slack arn, den home le...ilovehim so much can... <33
Thursday, September 27, 2007
FLORENCE IS SERINA's ONLY !
SIOKHUI IS MINE & serina's !
& SERINA IS MINE & siokhui's !
and its forever true <33
haas...today went to visit florence; tele visit...thou didnt get to visit her, but dunno why like have seen her already...really miss her k...haiish...cant get to meet her any of the days she is inside..sad lors...haiish...
back from visiting florence, went to library to find siaoeh and the rest...sorry joey, i tot xy has gone to look for you...sorry so much...& tat kuku tide...so damn li siao can...haas...but nvm lars...he is respectable... =)
after tat, bus home tgt wit winstone; liting & kelvin...all pei winstone to central near my hse...he nv pei me home as he say...but nvm lors...he must has his own time wit his frens...as long as not out to date wit others zharbo can le... =x
Monday, September 24, 2007
school as normal today, with abit of hardworking-ness...i actually did my math hmk myself while most of them are chatting or wadsoeva lors...didnt know why i'm doing this...
recess went to find claire to take back my phone, den went down or my recess...haas...when i was there, they just nice intend to go smoke, so just nice smoke some mouth before going down... =x smoke before eat, wad a nice moment...
today he nv come school...didnt know why...gave him morning call, he finally wake up le, den in the end nv come schoolll...nvm lors...gave him morning call from 6.12 to 6.35...once i wake up le jiu call, call until he pick up le den i go chiong do my things...den in the end he nv come...and he did not tell me anything...msg him nv reply...do not know wad has happen to him...half way school something happen or wad i totally dunno lors...nvm bah...if he by tonight nv contact me i dunno wad i'll be doing lors? du lan? worried? dunno...sudenly mia liddat...haiish...
me now at xy hse...& bastard called me just now...ask me go down jp dunno do wad...dun care lars...dunno if wanna go down anot...sua lars...ltr go sher hse do hmk...at class keep going the xim to do hmk, now suddenly dun hav... =x
gonna leave already...tmr is mooncake festival, but think this yr not gonna to have any plan out to play...sian... =(
shall end here...my life is so full of drama...omg...just like wad RAINjie say?
Sunday, September 16, 2007
today is the 5th day wit my SIAOEH le...we are terrorist man...cuz we got tgt on the 11 september...911 terrorist attack...sian...everybody saw we are terrorist...haas...den good lors...dun provoke us...arbo terrorist go find you ars...rahhh`! =x
went for my cso today...si bei sian can...do until i wan faint le can...not feeling well lars...during cso keep call him, cuz he ask me call him mars...den he slping... 0.0 he good...
den after my cso i went to look for claire...slack her slack there...den ask claire help me call him, he go out liao... =.=
after 619, i jiu went to look for joey...so now i'm at joey hse lors...hen extra leh...they one family, den i extra... =/ going home soon... =x
~I MISS EVERYBODY~
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i'm just gonna live my own way out...wad the for i care so much? since nobody's gonna care anyway...just gonna live my life...
wad's the defination of life? you ask me? i would say is NOTHING`!
LIFE IS NOTHING`~
school as usual today...still tat sian...haiish...gonna cough till die soon...i sick le... =(
exams coming...i bo xim study lors...cant put myself into study now...haiish...
now at tr hse use comp...he siao de lors...air con on till so cold...siao siao...i hen cold lars...wahhh`! brrrr...
suddenly feel so blank...si bei extra lors...2 guys & me one gal here...extra`! wahhhh`!
he? yes? no?
can make it? cnt make it?
frens? can? no?
=x
Thursday, September 06, 2007
did not know why, just not feeling very happy today...dunno why...alot alot of things come up to my mind lors...mostly, or can say all is about realationship de...suddenly saw this phrase...hmms...quite meaningful bah... "男人通常以自己的观点来了解女人的需要。从不已女人的观点来了解女人的需要。" this may sound like i'm selfish, but isnt wad gals always think? isnt this wad most ppl think? only think of themselves...not say everytime only think of themselves, but why dun they sometimes put themselves in others shoes & think?
today is a very slack day for me lors...slacked the whole day...math lesson, just do & do only lors...after math go smoke...den go back school for rc meeting...after meeting go smoke again...asked farhanah pei me, den i walk her to pm there, den go back jwps tat side to look for liting...den after tat go pm eat, den slack throughout liao...claire; yvonne & amanda later came down to meet for awhile...meet to buy dada; pipi & boyboy food only...
slack awhile, den claire& amanda go home first, leaving me; yvonne & liting...awhile ltr, amanda came down, to find meet her stead, den liting jiu go home to put her hamster food...
den, jiu leave me & yvonne le...too sian le, so yvonne jiu asked to go 619 see ppl play bb... =x
on the way there, kena hold back by joey...she siao de...shout here shout there...sot`~ =/
reach 619, played dunno who de psp audition... =x i rmbr this name; BABIEdaughter, and you are the BABIEs0n...play awhile, i jiu go home le...sorry yvonne tat i pang seh you...sorry sorry...
walked pass pm, kena di siao again... =x
*went to ur blog again...rmbr this song? its in one of ur post...*
song title: 他不爱我
artist: 莫文蔚
他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我
说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
if we are still tgt, it will be 5 more days to our one month...no more one month again...nvm nars..."so wad if i like her? tgt not happy might as well brk..." learnt this from other ppl relationship...yes...& its true...
went for my cso duty today...first time chiong 10 to 6...
tis morning go there already not feeling well le...having been coughing until very jia lat recently...everytime i cough whole mind jiu seh...plus everytime when i walk into the libraray, i sure seh de lors...dunno why...just feel hen seh...maybe cuz too many books...i hate books...haas...
so today when i do my cso i do until really almost peng san nors...wahhh...still how must how many times? still must peng san how many times? haas...
during lunch break from cso, suppose wan go find claire smoke de, but when i call her, she still slping... =.=
so i called joey lors...she told me to go to tr hse, cuz she dun wan come out...reach there i den know tat she having a very jia lat flu...one flu one cough...haas...
before reaching tr hse, claire called...she suddenly wake up wors...blah blah...haas...so in the end i promise to go find claire after i go find joey they all bah...
reach tr hse there, didnt go inside tr hse, stay outside smoke first... =x sms joey to tell her i reach le, in the end she came out wit alvin; kelvin & zhencong...they are going down to 651 kopitiam to eat...but they smoke first before going down...
smoke finish le i went down wit them, to go & look for claire...so tat means i did not step into tr hse... =/
met claire le, went up to amanda stead hse...& amanda bought 2 kittens out...pipi & dada...so the cute can...haas...slack at amanda stead hse awhile, jiu go back for my cso le...
when i doing my cso, suddenly see alot of familar faces wors...haas...good good...got ppl pei wo... =x
& after my cso, i went to look for claire again, for her bee hoon kuey she cook...is nice de ok...thx claire & claire mother... =)
*this time my turn to tell you tis...i just read finish a book... "现在很想爱你" the gal did not dare to confess her love& the guy only realise her love for the gal when summer break starts...in the end, the gal took up the courage, to tell the guy she love him...can i tell you i love you too?*
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
i'm just gonna live my own way out...wad's the use of love? love big meh? stead liao, fall in love liao, den break, den heart pain...fun meh? no k...i dislike this feeling so damn much k...i dun like love...wahhhh`! i dun need any love...
today is not a very fun day for me...went for chem lesson today...after chem lesson jiu go smoke, i smoke finish le jiu wait for liyana to finsh talking wit kelvin...meanwhile tr pei wo talk talk...lucky got someone pei me ars, if not sure sian dao bao ars...
after liyana finish talking wit him, i went to find anita, den we tgt went to jp...before reaching there, WE SAW A BANGALA FALL DOWN...haas...long long story...interested ask me...
after jp, go down pm find xy...after tata suppose wan go sher hse find her, but in the end kelvin and tr came down to pm...after pm went to 619 play bb, but hal;f way i went to find korkor le...he is drving me & mama tgt wit his gf to eat...after eat le we jiu came back le...
"pua cb...u unlock the comp i use wad? fuck him lars hors...den now i use comp update blog i wrong...pua cb lars...everythign my fault...sua...dun think u have change i thing...dunno why mama keep say u have changed...suan la hors...brother dua sai le mars..."
Sunday, September 02, 2007
things has turned sour, den wad the for i still care? so wad if i slowly fall for you le? you slowly leave me le...do you ever rmbr when is the last time YOU sms me first, before i sms you? do you every rmbr when is the last time we chatted on phone? do you ever rmbr when is the last time we talked?
previously you told me cuz of ur N level, so no contact, wan study? you sure you study mars? after work still can go out, go another side of s'pore from jurong...good lars...i think i should understand ur meaing from all these actions le bah...i wont so bhb de...but just hope so we are still frens...
& i promise i wont shed another tear for you, for anymore love...not gonna waste my precious tears for anything...
i'm just gonna play...play for all i wan, play for all i care...
wad's the use of going into a realtionship? go into relationship? den being hurt? den cry? den break? den go into another relationship? den being hurt? den cry? den break? den go into another one? like a circle?
wad for? might as well just play...at least you wont get hurt when you did not even put any heart into it...make sense right?
from now on, i, LEE XINHUE, gonna have fun everyday...do wadeva i like...not gonna be controlled by anyone...no one`~
went for my cso today...almost peng san lors...wahhh...sick liao...den throat hen pain, maybe cuz too much chocolate ytd? or cried too much ytd night before i slp? or cuz of shouted at my mum today?
after my cso, went to find claire to smoke...my SM mars... =x so find her only got smoke...haas...no lars...sian mars...so find her out to pei me lors...
in the end not only got the 2 of us, still got phoebe, yvonne, amanda, anita lot lot...
tehe went to art park to play basketball...didnt wanted to play...claire wanted go there play bb, nic tee, long long, roy jio me there...aiya`~ complicated yet quite simple also...blah blah...
& JUNWEI GOT STEAD DUN WAN FREN`! =x
at art park slack here slack there...smoke here smoke there...drink here drink there...talk here talk there, very fast de, its arn 6 plus to 7 le...
supoose wanted to go pm sit sit wit claire, anita, yvonne, phoebe & amanda awhile before going home wit anita, we stay kinda near mars...in the end we sat at 619 basketball court see ppl play bb...they play until hen fierce...haas...
this is wad phobe draw on the 619 basketball court floor`~
nice`~
& we left 619 for pm to buy drinks...they bought their own refreshment, & i went to SAM machine to check something out...
after tat, we all went home le...walked wit anita...sort of crapped all the way... =p
i was late for probation...suppose to reach home at 8 de, but i reach at arn 8.10 liddat...but lucky when i call po, her mailbox full...phew...she wouldnt know i was late for today...haas...
& GOOD LUCK FOR N LEVEL STUDETS WHO ARE HAVING THEIR N LEVEL PAPER TMR... =)
