Sunday, August 27, 2006
today suppose got one siblings wanna come my house de, in the end i dun let them come..oops..hehes..
around 12 liddat, jolene call me ask me go 619 de bb court there palay bb..since nothing to do at home, so go lor..
met jolene at our house there de bus stop, den we went there together..we live kinda near mar..reach le den we go 7-11 buy drink plus food..we havn eat nia..den we go bb court le..saw becki over there waiting le..sorry dear..
very little people over there when we reach, so we call people come down..i forgot who jolene call le, i only rmbr i call andy down..andy was fast wor..only a while den he rush down from his house le..he was living at 800 plus, den reach 600 plus within half an hour..still jio friend along..dunno him, but nvm lar..hahas..the guy sec 3 shorter den jolene..jolene so happy lor..
after a while, got kinda alot of people there le..junjie, galvin, yuyang, ryan, charis, jamie and lots more, forgot who le, was there too..but didn play with them..we got ben ben, junwei, xiwen, jinhua, tihow and some other jolene de friend there..not bad not bad..kinda lot of people..
i didnt play..i some sort like sick le..not feeling well..so i sit there see them play..andy joker sia..play until dunno like wad..fight the ball with me, dun let me hug..hmrpf..hahas..den i snatch ball with him..becki help me..the scence was funny lor..hahas..
i keep going to pm..nearby only mar..first time andy accompany me..second time, me, jolene, becki and andy go..
on our wad back, we went up to block 626..suppose whole block no people live de mar, den i dunno got people up there mar, so we went up lor..i bring them there..go up to the highest floor, hear some voice..curious who is it..its normal reaction lor, hear voice confirm go see who de mar, so i go check lor..
(i go see..)
the people there: see wad see?!
me: sorry lar..
(i angry, cuz they kinda rude..but nvm..we go down one story..they follow down..)
they people there: wad you doing just now?!
me: i hear voice so i go see lor..saw you all there so i walk away lor..since got disturb you all so i say sorry lor..
the people there: so wad you all doing here?!
me: since you all over here so we leave lor..
(lift come le..)
the people there: the lift come le, you all better go..
(i heck care..asking andy and jolene..)
me: where's becki??
jolene and andy: dunno leh..
(so i call becki..she tell me she in lift le..and we went away..suppose wanna diao them..but i dun wan create trouble, so i just walk away..when reach first floor, never saw becki, and jolene told us something..)
jolene: just now saw the guy sniff glue leh..he hide the glue behind his back, den i saw..
(me and andy shock)
jolene: wan call police anot??
andy: call lor..they at fault mar..ehhz..lend me phone..
(so i pass andy my phone..he really call 999 lor..and suppose wanna call becki, but saw her le..while andy talking to police, jolene show me something..)
jolene: see..the glue..
(pointing to a plastic bag with some dried up glue inside..after that, we went back to the bb court..)
we tell becki wad happen, cuz she wasnt there throughout, only at the later part, den i tell andy about the plstic bag with glue..
after a while, me and andy wanna go check see wad has happen le mar, so we went near there lor..saw the police car, i turn back tell andy..saw 2 of the guys who was at the block just now behind a pillar at the block behind andy..tell andy, he look back, the guys walk away..see us like bei song us liddat..knowing is we pao to de..obvious lor..we are the ones who saw them, den next moment they got problem le..hehes..
me and andy went back to the group, he call mon, ask him for help, he scared those people che dai ji..mon ask him dun do anything, just walk away..if really they come che dai ji, den call him..we didnt walk away, we stayed there..
andy suppose wanna ask mon call louis come down help, mon dun wan help..so jolene jia jia call louis come down play bb..in the end louis really come down, but he already know got something happen le, jolene told him abit..den andy told him in detail wad happen..louis feels that his trip wasted..hahas..
hmms..after that nothing much happen le lar..louis went home, we went to andy house there de bb court..i didnt play as usual, i got lots of blister on my leg..plus not feeling well..so i sat there help them look after things, while they playing..
a friend call me chat, in the end i hung up the phone..du lan him lar..
finally i cannot ta han le..feels really terrible, but i didnt let them know..i quietly pack up those valuable and bring with me to the nearby mama shop buy panadol..jolene they all had no idea where i going, and she is worried about the things, so she and andy went to the things and look after it until i come back..sorry jolene and andy..ma fan you all..sorry sorry..
i eat le panadol, rest awhile..andy go play soccer with his friends, me accmpany jolene learn bicycle..she ride bicycle also alot of things happen..she's another joker lor..hahas..no matter how hard andy teach, she just wont seem to learn..hahas..
acompany her learn..andy teach till bek cei lor..he sweating like hell..hahas..ke lian him..at around 7 plus liddat, he ask his brother go home first, den he give jolene a ride home, i walk slowly behind..they reach a place, den stop and wait for me..abit dui bu qi them leh..sorry wor..
finally reach the playground under jolene block le..play there for awhile..i ate 3 panadol..the first one is because i really not feeling well, the other 2 is i'm do foolish thing..i tell them, hide from them abit sorry for them liddat, cuz they ask me not to eat le..
andy know i eat 3, snatch the panadol from me, den eat one for nothing..he claims that he headache, but obviously he is not lor..they know i do foolish thing, den wanna stop me from doing, so accompany me do..suppose he wanna throw away all my panadol de, den i "fight" with him..
haiish..but i'm still gonna find the panadol..nobody gonna stop me..i wanna make myself sick..i dun wanna go school..i'm afraid of facing them..i cant take the coldness they are giving..i'm scared i will cry again..haiish..
i'm sorry for the stupid attitude i gave..i'm willing to change..seriously..i'm willing to change..
but can you all tell me i must change to like wad anot?? i really dunno..
i admit i may be giving attitude sometimes..i admit i may be the sot one, suddenly shout at you all when its not your fault..but i didnt backstab anyone of you..i swear i didnt backstab..i didnt backstab for sure..
dun understand why you all say i backstab where i didnt lor..
tell me how can i change..pls tell me..friends is more important to me den love..i cant be happy without friends..
can we be like this again??
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
today in class something happen again..some conflict happen due to some misunderstanding..haiish..dun wanna take about it le..
2e2 is gonna break into pieces le..can this not happen?? can we have a nice talk over it??
act like all me, serina and xinyu de fault lar..we admit we also got mistakes here and there, but not all our fault mar..think lar..wad is your attitude towards us?? FRIENDS suddenly give us attitude, we happy ar?! den act like all our fault lor..
all the blame on us, still say wad we blame everything on you all..this time dunno is who act ke lian lor..the person who tag my blog still say i act ke lian..go 2e2 see who is really the ones who act ke lian..surely you will say is not me anymore if you really is the neutral one, not sidinig anyone..
i just now tried say sorry to one of the person over msn..solve some of the misunderstaning le, but still dun wanna accept my apology..
pls lar..i say sorry very good liao lor..you think you very big ar?!
actually the prob got none of your business too lor..we never say anything about you lor..none of your problem still wanna join in kpo..say xinyu join in kpo, den you leh..you stand no position in this conflict..none of the matter relates to you lor..
you are not that important..you dun deserve our time quarrelling over you lor..you are just a welfare head..consider a no position comittee..you are just being biased by kalai, thats all nia..you are nothing..
i dun care who is reading my blog now lor..eventhough if its jiamin or carisse i also dun care..i didnt say behind your back le lor..i say it openly in my blog..i hate you can!! ANG XIAN YING, I HATE YOU..YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO ACT BIG, YOU ARE NOTHING !!
i dun care how 2e2 will be like after this matter le..i dun give it a damn man..as long as maomao, fishy, sigina are still together can le..hehes..
Thursday, August 17, 2006
i just hate being left out alone lor..nobody likes to be left out alone..i'm no exceptional..but why i just have to left out alone?! why am i always the one being left out?! can i dun be the one anymore?! i hate this kind of feeling lor..alone you all think fun ar?! its of no fun..
why some people can have lots of friends?! why cant i even have a true friend?!
everybody tell me wad, "i will be there for you de, got anything can come and find me.."act like i really can go and find you all liddat..when i'm sad, when i'm down, where are you all?! you all are nowhere to be found..and i'm being left out alone in the sadness..i just simply hate it lor..
i only have a simple wish..to have a true friend and being loved..its just so simple..but i just cant get it..even such an easy thing i also cant get, how can i get such a difficult thing like happiness?!
always ask me smile, always ask me cheer up..oh please, when someone is really down, how can they cheer up?! i may be the laughing one, i may be the joking one..why?! i dun wanna anybody to be as sad as me..i wanna the people around me to be happy..
but i didnt get anything in return..yes..i did get something in return..more and more people are leaving me..
they leave me nvm..nobody is coming in !! thats the problem..nobody is coming in !! can somebody just come in?! come in and comfort me and go..i will be happy le..
but the matter now is, nobody even walk pass..nobody..
the people who hates me and has tagged my blog will be thinking that i'm acting ke lian now maybe..i'm not acting ke lian, i'm really friendless liao lor..i wouldnt lie to you for this kind of things..you all should know who am i..look around me..who is the one that i'm really close to?! nobody lor..no one okay..i really dun wish to continue this tagging of blog thing le lor..come and look for me if you all are really unhappy with me..lets have a chat can?! believe that there is lots of misunderstanding in between us lor..
you people just cant see my good..didnt i express it well enough?! my good will always be the bad thing in the end..why is this so?! anyone just tell me..i really wish to know..
p.s. jiamin, i cried is because i feel that i'm the extra lightbulb in between you and geraldine..sorry..i shouldnt join you all at first..i should have went home..i'm really really very sorry..i will go home next time de..i wont pester you de..i promise..have fun with your friends bah..
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
dunno who are those idiots who spam my blog with their rubbish lor..
do i know "you all" ??
or maybe i really do, but you all just hate me too much le, so you all wanna "play a trick" on me..scolding me in my blog..funny ar?? you all just hit my red star le lor..i'm kinda of flaring now lor..i must find out who is those idiots who pollute my blog man..
you all force me to do this..if i ever find out who is behind this, i make sure i wont be nice to you all de lor..and you can be very sure, i will go find out who are those fking idiots de lor..
i mean wad i say..
dun think of saying sorry, apologise or wadsoeva now..you are just making things easier for me, i can find out who are you easier..i warn you all before dun be so accurate and hit my red star le, and you all just seems to be dumb too..hit my red star, times and times again..
i wont forgive..unless you really did something that i should really forget about this matter..which is most probably nothing you can do..
can forget about complaining to your papa or mama that somebody is gonna hamtam you..i hate papa boy/girl or mama boy/girl..if you dare to spam my blog, den you should be mentally prepare le..you should know i'm which kind of person le..
i will never forget this matter de..i will never forget my words de..if i say i'm gonna find you all out, means i'm gonna find you all out..
i agree wad to emptiness say, you all scare till even your real name also dun dare to put..dare to light up my fire, dun dare to admit who are you..omg..has never seen such a coward before lor..its just so hillarious man..hahas..
only idiot will put fake name go round spaming others blog..if you really wanna spam people's blog put real name lar..like me..wad's there to be afraid of?? since you spam their blog is to show your unhappiness with them, den show your identity..tell them openly, "i hate you"..dun be such a coward man..
i despise coward..i despise those people with no guts..the earth have this kind of people living around its such a pollution man..
Sunday, August 13, 2006
today went out with them again..today we went to the library chiong hmk..i only did some xi zi..and help them solve some of their problems in their hmk..cuz i'm the biggest over there mar..one sec 1 and one pri 6 only mar..hehes..
they finish their hmk faster, cuz they got lesser hmk mar..i tried to rush abit..cnt..really too much le, so i stop doing and went off with them..dun wan them wait for me for too long..
after that we went to pioneer mall..needa help mama find brick game..she wan..found le, den went to buy some food..i bought candy floss, den emily bought a chicken wing..the other idiotic person bought nothing..say wad dun wan eat..i change my face straight away lor..change to a black black face..
i dislike people who dun eat de lor..and the reason for them not eating is extreme lame de lor..like wad, no appetite or i very fat le, i wan slim down, where they are already very slim..omg..you tell me no money or wadsoeva is alright..cuz no money mar, cant expct to ask the person go steal money and eat mar..but tell me wan slim down..omg..
after me giving the black face for kinda a long time, they finally go koufu and eat something le..but face still quite black..opps..dunno why..maybe still angry with him bah..
after they finish their food, emily went to meet her friend take something, den i went to playground with the other one..we played some lame things over there..
the lamer keep taking my things den put high high, so i cannot take, cuz i afraid of height mar..at first is take my slipper, den finally got back my slipper le, that lamer took my pencil case away and run..i lazy chase, so i just slowly walk behind while i sms with serina..that lamer suddenly is nowhere to be found lor, so i called him..i please him, she still dun wan tell me..finally saw him, he run away again..wahhh..nvm, go find him again, den saw him with emily and emily friend..
go up to them, he run away again..den we was like playing merry-go-round by the roadside lor..omg..but fun lar..in the end, emily help me got back my pencil case..hehes..she is on my side ya~
after i got back my pencil case, we all parted..i went back home with serina pei wo sms..hehes..thks thks baobeiix..and when i reach home, slack around for awhile den i online le..
p.s. stupid lamer..take away my pencil case still wan me owe you somtthing..knnbcbb lar..hehes..jkjk nia..i promise if you return me i owe you something de mar..i wont break my promise de..smilex.. :>
came back from home about 1 hour ago..went to art park together with some friends..i came back after 10pm, and papa was at home le..he didnt call me and rush me home, didnt scold me when i reach home too..so good lor..hope everytime was liddat..
kkz, back to the point..i went to art park..called out by my friends..i didnt know that there is something going on at art park..actually the event also not related to me de..consider related bah, its national day de celebration..but i go there only walk here walk there..also never get involve in the things there..
went to almost all the play ground there..i mean at art park only..only went there for kinda a short period of time only, i think for about 2 hours only..i was late for the meet..suppose meet at 7 de..den i "got something on", so i drag to 8 den i go meet them..hehes..
although i did nothing much there, but its still quite fun lar..i mean the chats we had..sorted some things out, but got new problems coming in..haiish..sianded..
shant continue on..wo hen luan..haiish..end here.. :>
Thursday, August 10, 2006
i love serina . x) / she loves me too . i loves her hair . she hates it . xD
p.s. REALLY type by serina de.. (: . chezzey . =)
now at serina house..my house de comp cannot get into internet explorer..dunnno why..sianded..
very sad recently..was sick the past few days..sobx sobx..hen xin ku..finally feel better le, during school ndp parade that day, sad again..not very big problem, so shall not talk about it..
yesterday, national day..i sad again, i even cried out lor..for just a very small and stupid thing..msn with alvin sir, he told me something, and i got sad and cried the very next moment he told me..
not his fault, he didnt make me cry, just was thinking about something..why some people can get their happiness and why some people just cant..
today went to meet serina at her house, den she say wanna go cut hair, so i didnt go up to her house, and waited at her house void deck, and i accompanied her had her hair cut..kinda short, but nice, she say not nice..hmrpf..
hao xiang jian ta..hao xiang ta..dan wo tao yan ta..ta rang wo ku le yi ci you yi ci..wo tao yan ta.. (dun understand wad are those words nvm..)
end here..wish alvin sir and her happy..smilex.. :>
Thursday, August 03, 2006
in siok hui's house now..dun wanna go home yet, that "home" so sian de lor..but we are leaving soon le..haiish..
today "brother" go out with daughter and xian ying..never ask me along..so sad lor..daughter suppose ask me tag along de..but i never tag along..so thick skin to tag along lor..act like i cannot live without him liddat..
fk lor..i can live on my own life without anybody's influence..i live my own way man..
MALE SUX TO THE CORE !! (it include everybody around me..............)
