Friday, November 25, 2005
Sobz Sobz..
Me one day cry alot of time. Yesterdae when i went to meet peipei n yanyan to watch movie, as u al koe frm my previous entry, i knock into sumbody tat i dun really wanna see. When i get into the cinema, the place was at a total dark except for the light on the screen, i cried, thinkin tat they wun b able to see me cry.
Den yesterdea de nite, i went online, i chatted wib joycelyn. She told me tat she nt happy cuz she cannot play maple, den i oso told her i nt happy cuz sumthing bad has happened on me. Tat time i tot of wad had happened in the afternoon, i nearly cried, the tears r juz around my eyes. Den joycelyn keep askin me to tell her wad happened, i didnt tell her, cuz i dun wanna others to koe so much of my extreme personal things, i scared they wil leak out to others. Den i tot of sm sad things agn due to sm of her words, tis time my tears start to 'flow' down le. Den wib her consloe, i stopped cryin le.
Den she very bad, hit on my sad thinkins agn, i didnt cry, i'm holdin my tears bac, cuz my sis ish juz arn watchin tv. At arn 1.30++ in the mn, we both log off n went to slp. I couldnt get to slp, still thinkin of ***, mind full of ***.. I sms to peipei cuz she koe much of my things, thinkin tat i can tok to her more freely, ask her for sm opinions, bt she nv reply. I tot more n more deeper. Finally, i cant hold it animore, i hid under my blanket n cried.
If i'm nt wrong, i went to slp at arn 4+ in the mornin, den i mus wake up at arn 7 in the mornin cuz there ish red cross 2dae, bt i woke up late, i woke up at arn 7.30++, so i quickly bathe, change into my mufti n went to meet farhanah to go sch tog.
p.s. Pic drawn by my fren, joycelyn. Gope frm her de.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
2dae 11.15am go meet peipei n yanyan to go buy movie tix for the show we wanna watch lata in the day, den i go hm. Den at 12.50pm meet them agn to go watch movie. Me at first very happy de, bt on my 2nd trip to meet them, i saw sumbody who i dun dun really wish to see, nt i hate the person, juz feel *** for the person.
When i reach the meetin place, they reach liao, i was late. Den we go watch movie le, Harry Potter N The Goblet Of Fire. I didnt pay much attention to the movie, Watch Watch Dream Dream..
Finally, the movie end liao. Den dunno wad we do le, oni koe peipei always suan me de, cuz frm the time i 2nd meet them, i didnt say much things le, cuz i was thinkin of sumthing.
Yeah, den we go Lot1 tak neoprint, den peipei n yanyan go buy present for one teacher who ish leavin. Den dunno wad we do agn, den yanyan say wanna go hm so we go hm le.
When reach hm, i go bathe, den watch tv, den online le.
p.s. Sorry lehz.. 2dae nt really in a mood to write blog, so juz anyhow write one..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
My day 2dae really very problematic..
Sway frm head to the end arz..
For ur info, my end oso means leg larz..
Let me start frm the head..
Head:
1) Brain rusty liao.. Cannot crack things de.. Very forgetful oso..
2) Dunno why, hair extremely entangled 2dae, had a hard time combin my hair n somemore.. Tis ish my first encounter of my hair lyk tat!!
3) 2dae go pierce ear, my fifth hole. If u hav experience, they wil mak a mark usin a pen or wadeva on ur ear, den they wil gib u a mirror to let u check if the marked place ish the place u wanna pierce. I check very clear liao, Yes!! The same lvl as my other ear de hole, but when i go hm n see, 1 up 1 down.. No pen marks left behind oso.. Haiz..
p.s. Actually horz, forgetful ish my lifetime problem larz.. Hexhex..
Body:
1) Neck very suan lehz.. Feel tat my head very heavy lehz, neck cannot tak itz sehz..
2) 2dae very gd girl, do hmk given by sch de teacher!! Den my hand nv listen to instuctions de. Oni write a few num, den my hand aches liao.. Oni few num worz..
3) Gastric extremely pain sehz.. Gt eat tibits as my lunch wad.. Las time if i didnt eat my lunch or wadeva, juz eat a few packets of tibits den fine liao wad, den dunno 2dae wad happen..
Leg n furthur down to the ankle:
1) Wait for 1 very cute de person for dunno hw long, i think ish around 30mins larz.. Me wait until my leg very suan lehz..
2) I oso dunno hw i lie on the bed de, lie until i drop frm the bed n hit my knee on the dunno wad tile de floor..
3) 2dae dunno hw i walk de, walk until i sprain my ankle.. Pain!!
p.s. No offence to tat very cute de person larz.. Sorry if gt offence u lorz.. Forgiv me lahz.. Pls Pls Pls..
p.s. Sway anot?? No need to say so i oso koe de..
Sunday, November 20, 2005
2dae extremely nth do sehz. Me wake up at 4.30+ pm, den i lay on my bed admirin the celin again for around half an hour,thinkin of the things i did yesterday nite. Den at dunno wad time, i climb up frm my bed to the toliet n wash up. I oni brush my teeth, i didnt bathe cuz i'm goin to bathe at 6.30 soon, so i forget abt bathin at tat time. When i come out frm the wash rm, i lay on the sofa stil feel lyk slpin cuz at 4.30+ tat time ish my father kick me den i wake up de, if nt i can continue slpin de. Okay, bac to the sofa part, i lay on the sofa dunno do wad, den i stare in the air again, thinkin of sm stupid things. Den dunno why, i fall frm the sofa to the ground, den my father who ish juz by my side ask me check whether the floor gt hole anot, if gt den mus deduct my pocket money to go repair the floor. Den i was lyk, are the tiles so weak?? After tat i climb up frm the ground n gib a irritated look to my father, den he juz lol. Den after tat i go to my mother rm, she ish watchin tv in her rm, i go there smack her n tell her i nth do, den she ask me go eat my food larz, den i stomp my foot to the kitchen to bring my food to the tv n eat. 2dae i eat very fast, 10 min den i finsh the food liao. After tat i juz throw the plate to the basin, bt sway sway kanna caught by my mother so she ask me to go n wash the plate. i can sae nth wad, so i go wash lorz. Wash Wash Wash, finish liao, den i go bac my rm n lal there n read my sis de mag, teens. Nth much for tis mth de issue, so i throw the mag on my sis de bed n went to di=siao my mother, she ask me to go n use the comp larz, since my bro ish nt usin nw, if nt lata dun fight wib my bro if he ish usin the comp. Den i very gd de, i go use comp. Log into msn, no ppl online, wanna write blog, too early, den i juz sad sad de off the comp n lay on the sofa n accompany my father watch tv. Lay there for i think 5 mins oni, den my mother ask me go bathe, lata dun fight toliet wib her, den i go bathe lorz. I stand in front of the mirror lookin at myself, oso dunno look at wad, juz look at myself, very fat n ugly.. Huh! Dun look liao, den go bathe. Bathe out liao, 7+ pm liao, den watch tv in my rm, cuz livin rm de my father watchin, nth watch, go livin rm watch scv, accompany my father watch, al cookin show, nt nice de. Bt nvm, he ish goin to go kopitiam soon liao, his daily routine, i endure. Wait Wait Wait, Yeah! He leave liao, den i fight the remote control wib my mum n watch Top Of The Forbidden City. The show finish at around 8.40pm, so i went to my mother rm, lie on the bed n accompany her watch tv. I oso dunno wad show, cuz i wasnt payin attention, i was thinkin of sumthing else in my mind. When 9 reach, we watch dunno wad show, 4got the name liao, until 9.30. I move my whole body to the livin rm n watch tv. I lay on the sofa again. I scroll up n scroll down for nice nice de channel wib nice nice de show to watch, i repeat tis action for upteen times, stil nth to watch. Den juz nice my bro accompany her gurlfren hm liao, so i went to use the comp n write tis entry to my blog. Tat's al, my life very borin horz, no need to sae, i koe de..
p.s. pic tat best describe my feelin.. n ish my sis draw 4 me de, cuz i bother her to do so, ask her to draw a gurl de, she draw a boy de..
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Me woke up at approx 12.30 in the afternoon todae, den i stare in the air for nth, juz admirin the ceilin.
Den stare at the ceilin for approx 15 mins, i pull myself up n bring my heavy body to the toliet to wash up, when i step into the toliet, i oso dunno why, juz went straight to the mirror n look myself in the mirror n stare at the mirror for dunno hw long b4 i came bac to my senses, den i went to brush my teeth n bath.
Hmmmmm.. Come out smell nice nice liao, den i juz sit in front of the tv n eat my lunch. Juz nice, at 1pm gt my fav show, Express Boy. Eat Eat Eat, Watch Watch Watch, very fast de, 2pm reach liao, but my packet of food i haven finish eatin. HAH! Tis ish my 1st time.
Den at 2pm gt another show which ish oso my fav, Showbiz, den 2dae de topic ish Love Class. HAH! My another fav. 2dae gt 1 of their test ish 'Whether u n ur scecret lover r frens or lover?' Den i was lyk, itz ish juz nice for me, so i try on the test lorz. Sobz Sobz, the ans to itz ish ... a secret larz, cannot tell larz..
Den once again i stare in the air thinkin of alot of things, alot of my deep feelins. Bt my mum so bad, she shouted at my ear n ask me why i can look at the repeated commericals look until i nv even blink once, den i was lyk, did i, mayb lorz.
At 3pm my mum wanna watch a cookin show, so i let her hav the tv n i went 2 use the internet, went i juz log into the msn, i stare at the screen for nth else again, tis time i stare longer. My mum tot tat i was readin at sumthing on the screen so she didnt shout at me, so for very long i didnt cum back to senses, until at around 4pm, my mum still seein me starin at the same old page for an hour already so she shouted at my ear n ask me wad was i doin, den i finally came bac to my senses.
During tat 1 hour, i tot of alot of things, alot of my deep feelins, the deep feelins tat u wil nv koe. After i came bac to my senses, i continue to surf the net until 5 plus, den i went to watch tv at my rm wib the air-con on. Wah! So coolin so nice, den i started to stare in the air again. At first i was thinkin of sumthing, den after tat i stare in the air wib my mind al blank except for 'him'.
Den at tis time i heard my dad shoutin, 'Oi! 6.30 liao stil dun wan to go n bath arz??' I came bac to my senses again. I very listen to my dad de, cuz he very fierce de marz, so i went to bath lorz.
Cum out smell nice nice liao, juz nice 7pm liao, so i went to watch ‘Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa’ lorz. Tis time very gd, nv stare in the air, so i carry on watchin until the end.
When the show ends at around 8pm, i went to surf the net again, tis time i went to friendster n do al the changes i want to mak on friendster b4 i stare in the air again. My naggin mum shouted at me again, she always lyk to shout at me wheneva my dad ish nt around de. Okay, bac to the point, my mum shouted at me sayin, 'Oi! If wanna stare in the air den dun waste electricity, off the comp b4 u stare, if nt lata the electricity bill... ... ... ...'
Den i was thinkin since i dun wanna use the comp liao, off itz lorz, so i off itz, den i went to watch tv in my rm wib the air-con on again, tis time i tot of alot things positively, i said to myself, the bad things wil nt always happen on me, so i off everything in my rm n logged into internet again n write tis entry to my blog..
p.s. After 1 long day of starin in the air, i found out tat, 'One mus hav faith in urself, dun always think negatively'..
Friday, November 18, 2005
things tt happen on 16/11/2005:
There was a UG experiential carnival which i dunno held at where de. We promise to reach bus-interchange at 6am, but juz sway sway, 3 of my seniors suddenly say dun wanna cum, den they mak us wait for around 15mins. I admit tt i was late too, bt nt as long as them lorz. After tt, we board bus 154 to the place we r supposed to head to, bt sway sway al of us dunno the exact place, the oni clue we gt was 4 bus-stops after Hwa Chong n a little walk ish e place already, so the others al help to look out for Hwa Chong bt as for me, i slack slack abit, suang den i look out, nt suang den i look at the view, bt mos of the time ish i nt suang, CUZ I FEEL LYK SLPIN, N MY STOMACH VERY PAIN!! Den gt 1 of my senior, peipei suggest tt we tak taxi there, so we alight e bus n hail 4 taxi. HAH! NO TAXI.. So we walk furthur up n c whether gt any luck anot. No luck on taxi, bt met 2 SCGS de ppl who ish headin for the UG experiential carnival oso, so we follow them. They brought us to board bus 153(i think so larz), n we alight outside e police academy. We r lost again.. After tt, dunno who suggest to tak taxi. They tried to hail for taxi bt along the expressway do u think there wil b any taxi driver willin to stop for u?? So they decided to call for taxi. Soon after,the first taxi came, my senior, shishi, jiamin, mardhiyah n cinlee board itz. Nt long after, the second taxi came, another of my senior, youzheng n the other 2 SCGS girls board itz. N finally e las taxi arrived, my other seniors n me board itz. Nw the funny part came already, Youzheng n the other 2 SCGS girls reach first, den ish us n as for the grp who first to leave has arrived las.After we al gathered, we head for the multi-purpose hall to put our bags den to the netball court to set up our booth. One of my senior, shishi report to the sir tt we hav 3 absentees, she haven say finish, the sir cut her words by sayin tt he dun wanna hear tt, although he didnt say out out but it's beri obvious tt he's angry. When he left, we took the things we need n set up our booth. A beri pathetic thing happened, we gt no chair to sit on, den we sit on the balnket, kanna scoldin frm the sir, even when we eat our lunch we oso stand up n eat de. When my senior went to AMK sec's booth to ask for a chair, they gib her attitude sehz.Wah lau, they gt 5 chairs, spare us 1 chair lyk wan them die lyk tat, we've been standin for the whole mornin lehz, b4 tis gt one ma'am beri kind, she gib us a chair, so after al we gt two chairs. Bt two chiars 9 ppl share, so we tak turns to sit lorz, one chair mus b shared by two ppl, pathetic horz??!! Then Ms Tan came with nice nice de icy cold coke tt shishi sms her to buy. Her arrival let us hav a taste of bein in the heaven. Wah!! SO NICE!! We al thank her for the drinks, den we complaint to her abt everything, den we tak photos. After al the p6 pupils went hm, we packed up our things gather in the multi-purpose hall for a debreif, den change, den went to hav the dinner tt MOE provide. I didnt hav a bite, juz sm cups of dunno wad drink cuz after a long day, the sight of food doesnt attract me much, my whole mind was oni thinkin of slpin.When they al hav done wib their eatin, we al head for the bus-stop to tak bus 154 bac to bus-interchange. Bt i think we al dun hav any sense of direction, we got lost again, den we walk aroung in the rain n finally we found the bus-stop. The bus arrived, we al board the bus n went hm.When i reach hm, me watch tv, go bath, gib an entry to my blog n slp, no dinner..
things tt happened on 17/11/2005:
Woke up at around 12.30pm. Due to me nt havin dinner las nite, me gt gastric once I woke up, n i had a strong feelin of the extreme pain in my leg causin me havin a hard time when i walk..
p.s. a very big sorry to al my seniors, sorry for me nt being beri participatin in the program, the troubles i hav created for you al n my words tt mak u unhappy.. SORRY!!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Alot of ppl ask me 2 read their blog, den i was thinkin might as well i create 1 myself n ask u al 2 read itz, let u al hav e taste of ur own medicine..
HA! I nt tt bad de larz.. Bt if u really mak me flare up, i wil nt let u off so easily..
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a rough intro of me,
name: angele aka xinhue
race: chinese
attitude: wad i hear frm other ppl ish bad..
description of me:
- fat
- short/quick/bad tempered
- ugly
- nt socialable
- rude
n lots..
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End le..
Mus wait 4 my nex update le..
Buaix Buaix..
Angele signin off
p.s. pic of me n my fren cum senior,peipei.. i'm e one in black top..
