Friday, June 30, 2006
i today abit strange strange de..morning very happy, but when afternoon come, i become sad sad again, den when night falls, i will get very irritated by small things..wad happen to me huh??
p.e: still okay lar, nothing much happen..quite happy playing with aiin they all..
math: chatted alot with lao gong, quite happy also..
music: was sms-ing someone, didnt watch the show..quite happy also..
recess: have fun avoiding my hair from gopal and joe so..fun..
science: was sms-ing somebody and chatting with sarah..fun also..
english: weijin crapped alot with me too..fun ar..
after school: haiish..nothing do..sad sad..
reach home: cannot get nline..msn suddenly cannot log in..sad sad..
go for red cross: bus was extremely late, in results i was late for traing too..haiish..sad again..
red cross: didnt get to do much things today..was going from the RCV silver classroom to RCV bronze classroom, den back to RCV bronze classroom again..haiihs..nothing do..den recap footdrill bronze..haiish..so sian..so saddening..
reach home: mama siao ehhz..anyhow scold scold..papa also..me nothing kena scolding..wanna talk back papa scold again..haiish..
online: msn still cannot sign in..wad happen?! den still need to do lots of stupid things..hate doing it..
today got very bad mood swings..today i siao le..
p.s. i'm really a sorry girl man..cant live without the word "sorry"..hahas..
p.s. me and jiamin in our full uniform taken in the toliet while waiting for geraldine to finish changing..
im being asked by zishan grand-dughther to do this! :D
rules: express your love in SEVEN and get others to know more about you.copy&paste the following into your own blog and complete all seven bullets of the SEVEN qns.
then pick 7 ppl to pass it on. HAVE FUN. XD
SEVEN things that make u smile-
1. got nice nice songs to listen
2. going out with XXXXXXXX
3. got $$ spend
4. got someone cares about me
5. got friends accompany me
6. got somebody who is willing to listen me out
7. heard my dedication on the fm radio
SEVEN ways to win my heart-
1. must adore adore me loads
2. must lurbe me too
3. must let me help them do things, cannot everything he do himself
4. must cheer me up whenever when i'm sad..which i'm one recently
5. must lend me their shoulder when i cry, which i'm always doing recently
6. must always be there for me
7. HE CANNOT BE A FLIRT !! (haiish..so saddening..)
SEVEN things i believe in-
1. fate
2. nothing can last long
3. i can never win cupid
4. others more then myself
5. there always a devil living in me
6. there is no angel in this world
7. wad my mind tells me
SEVEN things im afraid of-
1. being friendless
2. no one cares about me
3. losing someone
4. being alone
5. there is no more nice nice songs in this world
6. being fat again
7. height
SEVEN things i must do everyday-
1. sleep
2. listen to songs songs
3. think of XXXXXXXX
4. bathe
5. look at my phone waiting for sms
6. watch tv
7. laze around
SEVEN ppl i want to see now-
1. XXXXXXXXX
2. XXXX
3. XXXXX XXX
4. XXX XXXX
5. XXX XXX
6. XXXXXXXX
7. all the people who really treat me as their friend
SEVEN ppl whom are choosen to do this-
1. jia hui lao gong
2. jia min daughter
3. peipei jiex
4. perlin
5. shishi
6. wan jing
7. alvin sir
I have been tagged by zi shan grand-daughter to do this survey.
Rules: Do the following without complains.
Choose five ppl to do this after you have completed yours.
Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged...
And start your post by 'i have been tagged' then do this:
Your 10 favourites
Favourite Colours: black and white..like the mime..
Favourite Food: everything that makes me grow fat..
Favourite Songs: almost all le bahz..
Favourite Movies: hmmmm..if i watch it mean i like it lor..
Favourite Sports: you see my size..do you think i got do sports one mar??
Favourite Season: wad is the experience of each season??
Favourite Day of the Week: not even one..cuz i have to live on everyday..
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: the brown brown chocolate..
Favourite Countries: should be malaysia bahz..cuz that is the place i come from mar..
Favourite Things: my bed, cuz i can sleep on it..hahas..
Your 9 currents
Current Mood: ehhz..today got mood swings leh..
Cothes: none of it..but i still wear it..u-hum......
Current Desktop: compaq
Current Nail colour: natural colour..
Current Time: 1418 hours
Current Annoyance: nobody bahz..
Current Thoughts: XXXXXXXX
Current Song: he yi qi - bie teng wo
Current "Chatter": i'm not online now..cant sign in leh..
Your 8 firsts
First Best Friend : i'm consider friendless since i'm born leh..
First Crush : ehhz..WM bahz..
First Movie : WAHHHHH..dun rmbr..
First Piercing : that was when i quite small lor..dun really rmbr nehz..
First Lie : has been lying to myself since i'm born..
First Music: wad song did my parents sing me to sleep when i was a baby huh??
First Car: i got no car car leh..
First Cry: 19 may' 1992
Your 7 lasts
Last Cigarette: ehhz..cant say..
Last Drink: coca-cola
Last Car Ride: bus can?? 179 bus..
Last Crush: current can??
Last Movie seen: go cinema watch or watch on tv de??
Last Phone Call: ehhz..i purposely dun listen to their call consider mar??
Last CD Played: very long never play cd liao, always listen to downloaded songs de..hahas..
Your 6 Have you evers
Have you ever date one of your bestfriend: date one of my bestfriend?? you mean go out with he/she ar??
Have you ever broken the laws: wad are the laws?? where de laws??
Have you ever been arrested: by who?? teacher can??
Have you ever been on TV: my papa take video den play on tv can??
Have you ever kiss some one that u dont know: dunno dun have lar..know one den got one lar..
5 things that you are wearing: jwss uniform, jwss p.e shorts, specs, ear stick, red colour hair dye..
4 things you done today: sleep, talk, sms, think..
3 things you heard right now: hong jun yang song, hong jun yang de voice, the sound of the keyboard when i'm typing..
2 things you cannot live without: myself, songs
Things you do when u are bored: sleep.. zzzzzzzzzz
WANTED LISTS:
dawn
jia min daughter
jolene darx
xiuen
alvin sir
Saturday, June 17, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN "SIR" !!
hmmm..today got syf..ehhz..i fall out again today, i suddenly breathless wor, dunno why..den soon after me, geraldine also fall out le, she also breathless..why so many people breathless ar?? before us lilian also fall out, because of the same reason..hmmmmmm..think twice..
den hor, got one girl hor, she fall out before me de, den she rest throughout the training after she has fall out wor..she looks extremely fine lor..i fall out at 2.22 pm..timing nice mar?? hahahazz..
actually she fall out i should not care de, cuz none of my business mar..but hor, the problem is she is from our school de leh..wad will others think of her, den wad will they think of our school?? throw face lor..haiish..
den after training, me, jiamin and geraldine went off together..me, and jiamin went to change into our shorts while geraldine waited for us..geraldine, sorry ar..
after we had changed, we went to Cheers to get ourselves some food to eat, cuz we really very hungry le..after we bought the food, we sat on the stairs way out the shop and eat..hahahazz..den people keep walking pass us and see us eat while they walk pass..hahahazz..so malu..
after eating, me and jiamin went to board the train and went to cck for SOMEBODY..geraldine dun wanna follow us, so she went back on her own after we alighted at JE..feel so sorry for her man..
when me and jiamin reached cck, lot 1, we went to toliet first, den we went to find a place to eat, so hungry man..in the end, we went ot LJS to eat..while we are eating, we deco SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY CARD leh..we look so busy..hahahazz..
when we have finish doing everything, it was already about 9 plus le..so late man..den jiamin called that SOMEBODY and ask him to come out meet us to get the things we wanna give him..den quite much things happen, dun wish to explain..
in the end we asked that SOMEBODY to meet at 10, den he dunno reach at wad time hor..although is late for some minutes, less den 30 mins lar, but also consider late mar..
den when he reach he went to "knock" on my head lor..stupid lar, i adjusting my socks mar, so look down for a while also cannot meh?? hmrpf..but lucky i got spray some black colour de hair spray, den kena his hand also black black..a little bit ony lar..serve him right lor..den we went to board his mama de car, his mama send us home..wahh..so good..
alot of fun things happen in the car, fun fun..hahahazz..den jiamin alight first, cuz she have to rush home, den pang seh me..leave me, him and his mama in the car..i suddenly become so malu leh..haiish..den for a short short while only, i also alight le..phew..the car suddenly became so scary man..hahahazz..
den reach home quickly charge my phone and reply sms, quickly bathe, den quickly online write blog, so that i can go play d2..hahahazz..must rush fast fast..cannot let SOMEBODY look down on me..huh..
kkz..end here..wanna go play d2 liao..buaix buaix..
p.s. taken on FDC 2006 de chalet..me and xian ying are not from FDC de but we are still there..hahahazz..we extra..
the first one is the nicer one, the one with everybody in the picture..the second one is without miss oon de..she didnt manage to run into the "picture" before the timer ends..hahahazz..think back to it, the scene is funny..
hmmm..previous night slept at 5 plus in the morning, cuz i need to do my things and play d2 and woke up at 9 plus in the morning..yawn.........didnt have enogh sleep..den somemore today, i mean yesterday did so many things, so tired..
firstly, i went to li qing's house to get the pictures i ask her to help me print, den i headed back home to complete the heritage trail booklet with the pictures..den i went online chat chat abit and play abit of d2..
den at around 3 liddat i leave house and headed to jp to buy black colour de hair spray, cuz i scared later cannot go into the school with my hair colour (but in the end the security guard cock eye, never see my hair..but miss oon saw it..haiish..) and the next day, which is actually today got syf training, i scared later the VIs will scold..(oh die..haven polish my boots..nvm..i'll do it later..)
after buying the hair spray i take a look at the time..omg..3.50 le, and i meet miss oon at 4 at school..die, gonna be late..so i rush to school, but in the end miss oon also haven reach yet, so i waited outside the staff room for her..hmmm..at the same time sms with jiamin abit..(thks jiamin for keeping me entertain hor..)
miss oon reached in a few minutes time..she made me carry things up and down from the staff room to the red cross room, and also sometimes to the pigeon hole outside..cuz miss oon is leaving jwss soon, and she needs to pack her things up, thats why i'm there to help her....oh yeah..i went into the staff room today..wahh..so cold inside..brrrrrrrrr..
after almost everything is done, miss oon look at the amount of things she got..omg, quite alot leh..if there is only me and her, we will take quite some time to carry the things down, so miss oon called shishi down to help her..ke lian shishi..
after everything is being loaded onto the cab which miss oon booked, shishi and miss oon took the cab to their destination (miss oon is giving shishi a ride home, cuz same way, but their destination is not the same..) and as for me, i went home alone ..
when i reached home, i slack slack abit, cuz quite tiring, den i went online again..this time i never play d2 until at around 10 plus liddat, alvin sir sms me and ask me if wanna play d2 anot, he help me rush..
wahh..how come he suddenly so good ar?? ask him he say he wanna play only..hmmmm..maybe because TODAY is his birthday, so he is abit happy bah..
we intend to create a new game and play together, but we faced alot of problems, so in the end we played our own game..chim right..if you play d2 den you will roughly know wad am i talking le..
i suppose intend not to sleep tonight again, go play d2, but i really damn tired now, cannot tahan le..alvin sir also say he wanna play throughout the night, he dun intend to sleep..in the end he also offline le..hrmpf..
k lar..i'll end here..wo hao xiang shui..buaix buaix..
Friday, June 16, 2006
stupid lar, my hair colour getting more n more obvious..yesterday was not so obvious de lor..haiish..later still must go back to school..how?? with this hair colour how to go?? haiish..hope that today the security guard cock eye wont see my hair colour bah..
dunno why, cant concentrate while playing diablo, keep kena killed..den must "restart" everything again..the demons are so irritating..come in one whole big group de lor, how to kill?? haiish..no wonder i will die so many times..now stuck at level 6..i dun care ar..i wanna rush to act 3 asap..i wanna beat bkt..
heirtage trail de project are so infrustrating de lor..its like everything i do liddat..den my group de finally finish le..but got one very cute de group didnt do anything, den they expect me to help..nvm..ask them come out gather and do together, the representative cannot contact them..wtf..
den their initial leader finally free le, but still dun wanna do..giving lame excuses..like, later need to go grandmother house..kau..
me: den you still need my help for your group anot..
initial leader: you wanna help den help lor, i dun mind..
me: den wad you intend to do??
initial leader: ask them do lor..
me: you leh??
initial leader: we are suppose to help only mar, not help them do mar..
wtf..irresponsible man..i'm not the group's group leader leh..i do my group de project do until wanna die liao leh, still expect me to do for your group, you think i wad?? super woman ar??
your bf very big ar, can accompany him cannot do project..siao ehhz..both of you sure break de..you this kind of attitude got guy like you is surely the guy cock eye de..comfirm plus grarantee chop chop ar..
angry argh !! i blood boil liao lar !!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
*happy happy*
papa, mama and korkor got overseas for holiday, nobody at home le..hahahazz..can do anything i wan..YES !! can go out until dun come home they also dunno..hahahazz..
but hor, papa only give me 40 bucks only leh..aiyaz..he thought i never go out..haiish..must save save abit le..
btw, today i go dye my hair leh..i go dye red..not obvious, but if under the sun you can see a very obviuos de red colour over there..dun intend to dye it back le..although dun really like it, not like my previous that one, the one which i highlight brown, but this one is still okay lar..next time take photo with it den post it up here..
end here..buaix buaix..
p.s. sorry sorry peipei..promise you must be good good girl, yet i go dye my hair to red, like ah lian liddat..sorry sorry..my physical can dun change, but change "inside" can?? sorry sorry..
Monday, June 12, 2006
its so nice man..its a korean mv..song title "kiss" and the artist i dunno..sorry ar..really love this mv so much..its damn touching de lor..
Saturday, June 10, 2006
decided to post some pictures to day..its all me and valerie..
we took these one the bus..
we took this at the bus stop..
and not forgeting my artpiece..hahahazz..
today de syf training we go HTA, home team accademy..its my first time there, the previous two hta traing i wasnt present, so its actually consider quite new to me..
on the way there, on the bus, i was already feeling a little bit giddy, but i thought its alright, so i trued to make myself as high as possible on the bus..
when i got down the bus, we gathered at dunno where is the place first, do some yang tinggi, some drill, den we get into the combine training..
thought that i was feeling alright, but i was wrong..head became more and more giddy, alot of time got black out, didnt do drill properly, but stil act as if i was perfectly fine..
finally, at around 11.45, i cannot take it le..i didnt report sick, some VIs spot me shaking, i mean cant stand properly..cant really hear wad they are asking me, got black out again, but can roughly guess that they are asking, "are you alright?? "..
was about to answer them back when i suddenly cant stand properly, my legs suddenly got no more strength le..i fall on one of VI, dunno who is she, but can confirm is a girl..
they tried to carry me to the first aid base..but on the way there, if i'm not wrong, the VI cant take it le, i was totally relying on the VI, i really got no strength le..she ask me to sit down den ask me lie on her..den hear then say wad middle, carry, get..only can hear these few words (not bad liao hor), den can feel that somebody is carrying me to another place, but for short distance only..
rest for not more den 1 minute, got somebody carry me to something more comfortable, sort of lar, let me lie down..hahahazz..that one i know, its stretcher..i still know got alvin sir (first aid de, not alvin tan), cuz he is the one who "attended" me..hahahazz..
when reach the first aid base, some of them tried to attend to me, hear them saying something, but cannot hear properly, head extreme dizzy de..den they still pour water on me..actually not really pour lar, its like using cold water to cool me down, only like wash through my forehead..wah lau ehhz, they liddat wash i whole person wet liao lar..so 'gao wei'..
den rest there abit, feel very wet, den sit up on the stretcher, use alot of strength to did this, den relax there..after i feel much better, transfer to the bench, dunno why must i do this, they ask me so..
slowly, more and more casualty came in..shi min came and sat beside me, den she ask me wad happen, den use my little bit strength to tell her..
more and more casualty reporting, den not enough place sit, den sit on stretcher..deb the strether i've been lying is all wet, den one stretcher wasted le..haiish, feel very bad about that..
(lazy to explain, the stretcher is consider dry and casualy sits on it)
after the dismissal at hta, we took the bus provided for us bak to rc hq for debreif..the bus very "rocky"..my dizziness was suppose to be better le, but because of the stupid bus, it bacame quite dizzy again..the bus air con also very powerful lor, i was alreadt wet leh, still sit inside such a powerful air con bus, i die from freezing liao..haiish..
den debrief debrief debrief, debrief very long, very cold also..YES !! finally debrief end le..go plaza singapura together with jiamin, go there eat eat, see see abit..den we go JEC take neos le..had a long time in the machine..hahahazz..deco no time limit de mar..hahahazz..
after JEC den we go home le, must reach home by 8, haiish..jiamin also same..haiish..
feel like sleeping now, yesterday only turn in at 4 due to something, but wke up at 5..so tired..i'm going to sleep now..byebye..
Monday, June 05, 2006
If a girl cries in front of u..
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,she puts down her ego.
Guys,
if a girl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys,
if a girl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.
When she cries rite in front of u,
when she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
n front of u,
AND bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,
hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"... ***
don always think u are right all e times,
think carefully,
everyone has a responsible for everything tat they did,
she may did wrong but who makes her do wronga girl always need protection a girl always need care a girl always need someone beside her to comfort her when she's sad a girl always need support when she's down all e needs are came frm e guy tat she loves not e frens tat always beside her.
guys,
don be too demanding.
it wil harm u lose a girl tat u love e most in ur life.
You may regret it for the rest of ur life.
Maybe in ur life,
she's the only one who loves u the most.
Remember this lesson before its too late!!!!
p.s. mary, sorry for the copyright..but i just love this..thks thks..
Sunday, June 04, 2006
just finish watching Devil Beside You before i online..the love relationship in the show is just simply so nice, so touching yet so complicated..aiyaz..dunno how to explain lar..its just nice..
Devil Beside You ROX !!
I LOVE Devil Beside You !!
tarot cards just simply rocks man..they are ever that accurate, if you did it the correct way..they just can solve any knots that is in my heart..
i love tarots cards..
tarots cards rocks..
Thursday, June 01, 2006
hmmmm..just now jolene call me, ask me wanna do an ice cream job anot..hmmmm..finally got job le..hahahazz..
i'm so happy..
i'm so short of cash recently man..haiish..dun feel like talking about it anymore..at least i'm happy that i finally got job le..went for 2 job interview, one at pioneer mall de mac, the other one at orchard de, none of it get back to me..haiish..finally now there is one that is comfirm de..hahahazz..happy..
happy happy happy happy happy..
woo hoo..can't stop smiling..yipee !!
