Monday, July 30, 2007
today is 30072007
a day nobody wish it to come...
tmr is florence's court le...high percentage to be the sentence date le...sad... =(
standard 4 years? or like you say, 1 year? dunno nars...hope its one year, is much more better den 4 years...dunno wad to say or do, just only hope the best for you...always the same, i only wan the best for you, i only will give you the best i can give...
becuz you are the ebst in my eyes le...
frens are forever,
lovers are not...
you will never be forgotten...
i'll remember you...
Sunday, July 29, 2007
dunno why, si bei lost...hen luan...at first wan this, den next moment i dun wan le...den next moment i wan that again...
overall, it means that i cant make up my mind...
things and coming in and out my head...the speed is fast until i cant catch it, fast until i dunno wad i'm thinking...
rahhh`! the lost feelig is here again...i dunno wda i wanna type...now wan type this, ltr wan type tat...den feel like tying the initial one again...dunnno lars...SHITTY`!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
~DISAPPOINTMENT~
Saturday, July 21, 2007
i'm really dead le...
give up`~
~i'm hurted~
you are not mine, den why do i still care?
there's nth for me to care...heck care lars...
act like i can liddat...haiish...
i dunno lars...i'm damn fucking lost now...dunno wad the shit i'm thinking...
so now is wad, wad's the relationship in between us?
who do you love?
why break with her?
after you break with her who will you go to?
will you go away?
will you leave?
will i be forgotten?
will our memories be erased?
will things change?
rahhhh`!
dunno lars...si bei fuck...damn lost, damn blank...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
"爱哭鬼不哭，就不是爱哭鬼了..."
but still i will try my very best not to cry...
haiish...i'm mentally prepared for the worst le...but still wishes you all the best...still hoping that you will be probation...
but i myself knows very clearly, getting probation is not easy...even though i'm having probation now, but still i'm in a dangerous status...haiish...so i dun expect much for you...
no matter wad, i really dun wish anything happen to you...nobody will wan to see you into RTC...
tinyu;
terina;
toey;
thermaine;
song wee;
tiok hui;
titing;
doro;
ti jie;
aunty sally;
ur mama;
ur aunty;
ur uncle;
ur brothers;
nobody wans to see you into RTC...haiish...
you will always be loved by all of us...
wadeva i promised you, i promise i will fufil it all...
this is the last promise i can make to you so far...
i will listen to you de, always and forever...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
wadeva i said from your first court, i will do it...
life will sure change...there will sure be a change to everyone without you...
nobody wans to see you go into RTC...
one year half year also cnt!
i dunno wad i will do if you really go into RTC...
think as usual, i will cry like siao, i will go kee siao bah...
today i went kee siao at class...super siao, even joey will also say i siao, whereby everytime is she pei me siao one...
i go kee siao, so as not to cry...i promised you not to cry, so i wont...
but still i secretly drop tears during lesson and recess...sorry...
but i promised you not to slp, sorry...i slept for the last period...sorry...
nobody can live without you...i will listen to you de...i will walk on with that mask...i will put that smile one everybody's face with my smile...
i'll do wadeva you say, i'll listen to you...
you means alot to me,
you means alot to everybody...
Sunday, July 15, 2007
i just wanna wish you all the best...
11 hours 43 mins left to 16072007 9.00am...
Saturday, July 14, 2007
went for swimming at clemeti swimming complex today...dunno how to swim, but still had fun...
lets skip de swimming part, skip to the most fun part...
today i really siao le...
serina saw one kinda bute guy, den she was siao over it...
tingfang saw a kinda handsome lifeguard, and she was siao over it...
haas...
they know i got hong tabor de, so asked me to help them take their number...
I MANAGED TO GET SERINA'S GUY DE NUMBER &
TINGFANG'S GUY DE MSN!
weee...
now on msn wit tingfang's guy...his name is LINUS...wad a nice name...
i asked him if other den me got anybody else added you on msn, he said no...
RAHHH!
tingfang did not add him, in the end, i added him...WAHHH!
haas...
he's a nice guy...he has great observation too...he can see that i'm not as happy as shown on me...
haiish...
dun wish to do the countdown...only hope everything will be fine for eveyrbody...
monday~ wish you all the best~
=/
Sunday, July 08, 2007
woke up kinda late today, cuz only slept at 5am ytd...yawn~
once wake up, sms abit, den jiu go eat and them bathe le... (by tat time, parents and korkor was out to JB le...)
bathe till half, doro came up to my hse, to take back her cap...rahhhhh...i'm bathing lars! =/
made her wait for awhile...once i came out bathed, i jiu go and open door for her...
after awhile, we jiu leave home le...i'm going to boon lay mrt station to meet serinaBAOBEIIX; siokhuiSISTER...we are going to sentosa after tat... =)
and as for doro, she's going home, cuz she had to work... (thx for accompanying me wait for the bus ya~and the $2...)
i was late...when i reach there serinaBAOBEIIX; siokhuiSISTER is there le...sorry sorry...when i reached, shermaineSISTER is there too, but she's waiting for songwee... =/
not long after i reach, we jiu leave le....rushing time...we only had little time to play, so we rushed, in order to have longer time to play... =)
saw terrence at the station too...he's going to je for tuition...pathetic him... =p
had a nice chat througout...the first time i dun feel sian on the train... =)
to me, very quickly, we jiu reach harbourfront le...
took tram to sentosa...had a little joke while buying tickets...haas...pathetic counter person...he look not bad huh... =p
had a little joke at the tram station too...pai seh nars...we today abit siao le...haas...
very fast de, we reached siloso beach, and we went to find serinaBAOBEIIX de sister and her frens...they are a group of fun girls i can say...
reach there, jiu had been hoon...serinaBAOBEIIX de sister de...i bought some fried stuff, and some of them like it...phew...
standard routine, after eat jiu smoke... =p so i went to somewhere away from them to smoke...cuz didnt wanted to let serinaBAOBEIIX de sister know i smoke... =/
when i'm back from my smoke, saw serinaBAOBEIIX; siokhuiSISTER in the water, so when to join them too...had fun...
but got one part not fun... =( i nearly drowned...
was singing and had fun in the water actually...but paying too much attention in playing, didnt know that i'm drifing away...as i didnt know how to swim, i nearly drowned, as it was too deep le...
made a joke out of myself man...was damn scared...phew...lucky there was siokhuiSISTER...THX SIOKHUI`! ILU`!
after the drowning thing, and after i got better, i'm back to normal...hees...as in, i went back siao-ing; playing... =p
play for awhile more, we jiu go up to the shore, help look after the things, while the rest of the JIEJIES go bathe...took some lame photos...hees...
after awhile, our turn to go and bathe le...the queue was damn fucking long nors...shitty...sentosa is a public place, not ur hse k...pls dun bathe slowly in there!
HAD A LONG TIME WAITING...fuck them one by one nars`!
after bathe, i jiu must rush home le...had to reach home by 7, but at 6.30, i'm still at sentosa... >.<
took tram out of sentosa, den went to vivo de covered carpark de taxi stand...the taxi queue was damn fucking long lors...knn...waited for arn 30 mins for one cab...rahhhh...arn 7.10 den i got a cab lors...die liao...late liao... =(
the uncle power shioh...i reach home arn 7.30 liddat lors...from harbourfront to jurong, 20 mins...nice one!
but still, i'm late for curfew time...haiish...reach home, mama and papa nagged...sian...standard one...
Saturday, July 07, 2007
07072007
wad a nice date!
but this day to me was like...............
haiish...alot Alot ALOT of things happen...
woke up kinda late, den rushed out to bank take $$, den back to home bathe and then out to meet siokhuiSISTER; serinaBAOBEIIX; tingfangJIE; florenceLAUUUUUUUUBA; xinyuTWINNIEcumLAUUUUUUUUUUBUcumMEI; feliciaMARIA...
went to je...
at mrt station, saw cheeseng...OMG...i was trying to lit a cigeratte lors...rahhhhhhhh...
nvm...den after tat went to jec tgt wit joeyPAHBUEYTOH; alvin"AHMA"; liyanaMUMMY; kelvin"DADDY"...but when reach jec, we go in our seperate ways... =p
went to had neos... =) suppose wan all take de, in the end only me; serinaBAOBEIIX; tingfangJIE take...sian...nvm...had kinda fun when taking neos...
haiish...keep making her angry...haiish...hen sorry.....didnt wanted to cause her angry...no intention at all...haiish...
after neos, went out of jec...we smoked, and had some lame fun.. =p
after jec jiu to IMM le...
reached IMM, went to mac, find doro...she working over there... =/ ate mac at there too...thx xinyuTWINNIEcumLAUUUUUUUUUBUcumMEI for the meal...ahall return you the $$ one day...
after food went to smoke again...a bastard called me...knn...he called made so many of us there du lan, or rather bek cek bah...nvm...forget about him...
after smoke dunno do wad again, den went to play and smoke again...bleahx...smoke non-stop... =/
after smoke went to the covered carpark area for shuttle bus back to boon lay...serinaBAOBEIIX; tingfangJIE parted wit us there...they walked back to jurong east mrt station, cuz meeting soemone there blah Blah BLAH...
reached boon lay i jiu went home from there le...had to reach home before 7...SIAN NARS!
reach home i forgot do wad le, den jiu online...forgot to post...keep downloading songs only... =p
after awhile someone called...had alot of phone chats ytd...and saddening things happen again...haiish...daily routine...sadded...
Friday, July 06, 2007
ba0beiix say i very long den undate once, so shall update today...sort of kinda alot of things happen today bah...
in school:
feels that today school hen short, cuz didnt had much lesson...
d&t: to me, the most relaxing subject le...did some paperwork, den to hands-on...during hands-on, chatted wit ba0beiix, den dunno why, hen emo...hen luan...dunno wad the fuck i'm thinking...argh...sua!
chemistry: mr wong did some hen amazing de experiment...dunno wad he do, drinking water can change to pink colour, den to purple, den he say if blow some air into the mix, den will become transparent again...dunno him...he did not bring straw, so he did not complete the experiment...
after awhile, i'm being called down for dental check-up...just reach the place (somewhere in school, near school carpark and canteen), the bell for recess went off...mr mohamad ask me and joey to go for our recess first...joey was suppose to be in front of me, but its not turn yet...
den off we went for recess...
english/dental-check-up: after my food, i jiu went for the check-up le...i played mr mohamad PDA phone... =p (after recess is english...)
waited awhile, my turn to go into the little space for dental check le...still at joey's turn, so i waited lors...after joey's mine...
dental-check: the dentist siao siao de...keep telling me she's gonna do this, she's gonna do that...act like i care...just shake head nod head to go with her lors...den she say she's gonna clean my teeth...i shaked head, and i regretted...
she used a dunno wad fucking device to help me clean, the head of it is needle-like...and that stupid needle-like thing keep poking until my gums...pain de lors...poke until all the gums above my teeth all bleed ars...but its ok lars...she poke tat moment pain, after that is alright le...
CME: when i go back is CME le...miss tan showed us a video...kinda nice bah...didnt di much during CME, a slacking period...a period for us to chit chat i suppose...
math: miss pang, wasnt here and a relieve staff came...we were damn fucking happy lors...in the end, miss pang turns up...sadded...once she come in jiu scold scold scold...siao de...
math just go through some work nias...she is taking up too much time scolding and being late for class le... =/
AFTER MATH JIU DISMISS SCHOOL LE!
went outside school for some smoking session again... =/ smoke and waited for florence to arrive too...she just woke up by then...
after florence came, dunno why, sit outside school area awhile, den to blk601, intending to buy some cig which ah long and roy ask me to help buy...couldnt find anyone there to help, so off we went to pineer mall again...
at pioneer mall, intending to look for security guard and buy, but he was nowhere to be seen...nvm...go up 2nd floor find YVONNE, a cut hair de kinda pretty lady...she looks young ok...
asked her help to buy cig...she said ok...yes! i knew she would help... =) after buying cig, brought her and roy, who was following me all the way, to koufu to look for florence and xinyu...
after looking up for them, roy went home with 4 of the cig for me... =D nice guy...and then off we went to staircase for another smoking session...haas...
came out, saw my pri5 good fren, ANGEL! she's back in singapore...happy ya~
saw some of the school teachers too...sian~
after that, forgot abit wad we do le, just rmbr ms sherry peng called me and scold scold scold...scold me for not going to today de trng blah blah blah...and wanted me to reach school in 15 mins time...sian diao...
half way, almost reaching, saw roy...he jio me for another stick...sccepted...
after smoking, he tong-bang me to school with his bike...had some scratches on my leg, due to the scratch from his bike wheels...sian...
went to school, ms peng nag me again...no choice, stand there listen nors...after that, went to get changed, and off i go for the rc trng...boring nors...NCOs only down there slack...nahs...
after trng was a short NCOs meeting...meeting until we didnt take note of the time lors...when i asked mr wong time izzit, IT WAS 6.50PM LE! and i got to reach home by 7...siao liao...asked mr wong for permission to leave early, and off me and nicholas tee...he also under probation...pathetic us...run like mad can...doro pei me home...thx doro... =)
reach home jiu sian le...bathe, tv, eat, comp, on phone...no more le... =(
