Saturday, June 30, 2007
went to see probation officer today...before leaving the house i had a quarrel wit mama, so in the end she didnt go wit me where she is suppose to go too...forget about it...thats not the point...
in the end, i went out with rainJIEJIE...she brings me to novena and show me the way to the bus stop where i can board the bus to MCYS...its my first time taking public transpot there mars, so i noob dunno can...i got a thinking of taking a cab actually...hehes...
we boarded mrt to novena first...
when on the mrt, at jurong east, a guy boardred the train...he not bad looking hurs... =p but after he boardred the train, he keep moving towards me and rainJIEJIE, until he stands besides us...
so the strange...there's still alot of spaces, like the other side of us or wadsoeva, but why besides us?
we alighted at raffles place, to change to the north-east line to novena...he alighted too, and stand somewhere naer us again... =x den we was like "siao peh~" the train comes, we boarded...
he sits in front of me! siao de...den my next thinking was, he is going to orchard...conclusion from the way he dress...
when it reaches somerset, he did not alight...den me and rainJIEJIE was like, "next stop next stop...next stop orchard"...lucky he alighted at orchard, if not he will really be a siao peh in our mind le...bad impression...hehes...
but he is quite good looking anyway... =p
when we reach novena, we headed to the bus stop...behind the bus stop is a 7-11 like shop(convenient shop?), named cheers... we was thirsty, so went to buy a can of Anything and Whatever...Anything for rainJIEJIE and Whatever for me...
i got peach tea! weets...my favourite...
but rainJIEJIE got coke... =/ she dun really like it...
after buying drinks i jiu head to MCYS le, cuz my bus reach earlier den rainJIEJIE bus...
bidded farewell and there i go...
reached MCYS, the probation officer kao bei kao bu me again...say i shouldnt have quarrled with parents, shouldnt be disrespectful to teachers blah blah blah...sua...
after MCYS headed back to pioneer mall to meet up with joey for some smoking...hehes...i cannot live without ciggarettes... =p
in the end, i went out with rainJIEJIE...she brings me to novena and show me the way to the bus stop where i can board the bus to MCYS...its my first time taking public transpot there mars, so i noob dunno can...i got a thinking of taking a cab actually...hehes...
we boarded mrt to novena first...
when on the mrt, at jurong east, a guy boardred the train...he not bad looking hurs... =p but after he boardred the train, he keep moving towards me and rainJIEJIE, until he stands besides us...
so the strange...there's still alot of spaces, like the other side of us or wadsoeva, but why besides us?
we alighted at raffles place, to change to the north-east line to novena...he alighted too, and stand somewhere naer us again... =x den we was like "siao peh~" the train comes, we boarded...
he sits in front of me! siao de...den my next thinking was, he is going to orchard...conclusion from the way he dress...
when it reaches somerset, he did not alight...den me and rainJIEJIE was like, "next stop next stop...next stop orchard"...lucky he alighted at orchard, if not he will really be a siao peh in our mind le...bad impression...hehes...
but he is quite good looking anyway... =p
when we reach novena, we headed to the bus stop...behind the bus stop is a 7-11 like shop(convenient shop?), named cheers... we was thirsty, so went to buy a can of Anything and Whatever...Anything for rainJIEJIE and Whatever for me...
i got peach tea! weets...my favourite...
but rainJIEJIE got coke... =/ she dun really like it...
after buying drinks i jiu head to MCYS le, cuz my bus reach earlier den rainJIEJIE bus...
bidded farewell and there i go...
reached MCYS, the probation officer kao bei kao bu me again...say i shouldnt have quarrled with parents, shouldnt be disrespectful to teachers blah blah blah...sua...
after MCYS headed back to pioneer mall to meet up with joey for some smoking...hehes...i cannot live without ciggarettes... =p
Friday, June 29, 2007
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i'm going to die soon...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
its only the second day of probation, but i feel like dying le... =/
NOT USED BEING CONTROLLED LARS! everytime reach home le must give call...den must control control control...
cannot go LAN shop; arcade or wadeva shit...knn...how to live on ars?!
den papa mama come back le...the kpkb papa mama come back liao... =x
everything also kpkb...i give lan jiao bin also kpkb...pua cb lars!
now korkor also become uncle liao...also kpkb...
no lors...i wit korkor, not kpkb de...straight fight...knn...
I WANNA IMPROVE ON MY FIGHTING!
quote from a tv commercial: you must pay for going the bad way
Saturday, June 23, 2007
haiish...tio probation...7pm must reach home, 6am den can leave...haiish...HOW TO PASS THIS KIND OF LIFE? omg...
haiish...dunno wad to say, i now hen blank...only got one thing in my mind...
iSTILL LOVE HER!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Artist: The Wreckers
Song: Cigarettes
Got my headlights shining
Down an old dirt road
Smoke my cigarettes
I should quit I know
The radio's playing
Old country songs
Someone's leaving, someone's cheating
On and on
I think I might like
The quiet nights
Of this empty life
'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road
See I left another
Good man tonight
I wonder if he'll miss me
Lord knows I tried
But I think that maybe
The thing that I did wrong
Was put up with his bullshit
For far too long
I think I might like
The quiet nights
Of this empty life
'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road
I ain't gonna sleep
I ain't gonna dream
About the things that I used to need
I ain't gonna cry
Or go on living lies
I'm just gonna drive
'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road
'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road
think mama and papa know i smoke le...is that good?
korkor said i took his cig, and he wanna beat me up...fuck him lars, act like i know where he put his cig liddat...cuz of this cig thing, korkor locked the comp, not allowing me to use...selfish him...mama and papa got know of this...
me: daddy! help me unlock the comp, i wanna use...
papa: did u irritate korkor anot? why he locked the comp not letting u use?
me: how i know him ars? siao one...
mama: he say meimei take his cig...
me: act like i know here he ut his cig la hors...
mama: u nv smoke how will he accuse u? i nv smoke, u got see he accuse me not? no right...wad for girls smoke? its unsightly, and u have to smoke secretly...fun meh?
i didnt continued...just allow her to nag...nagging is her job mars...one day nv nag she will feel uncomfortable de.. =/
u think mama know i smoke? i did tell her before i have frens who smoke, and i hang out with them too...and previuosly i smoked, she caught me, and did not allow me to continue smoking...so all along i lied to her, saying that i've quited smoking...
mama really changed le wors...
i now almost everyday go out, nv kao bei kao bu le lors...got nag abit la, but not like last time le, everyday go out, everyday nag...why didnt she kao bei kao bu already???
go out 8pm must reach home still applies, but most of the time i'm late, either 9 or 10 den reach home, but mama also nv say anything...why didnt she scold???
previuosly when korkor got court case, mama everyday nag him, but korkor still everyday go out or wadsoeva la...i got court case, mama also nv say a thing...just sometimes she will control me from doing some things, cuz dun wanna be scolded by the stupid judge again...why didnt she nag???
wad happen to mama wors? is this good or bad?
tmr is going to court le...i promised mama i'll pei her after my court tmr...she has really been good to me recently...
no money, she will give me, although she dun have much cash with her...
she knows i love drinking milk, she went to buy milk for me to drink...papa recently also got buy for me wors...hehes...
last time i liked strawberries, she went to buy for me to eat, although it is expensive...
i no phone use, she let me use hers...although she knows i use phone can use till bomb de, and hers is prepaid card wors...
AND SHE ALLOWED ME TO SCOLD VULAR AT HOME?!
OMG! wad happen to papa and mama? cuz of my court case? but they should be du lan, but they are even nicer...
wad happen?
is this good or bad?
Friday, June 08, 2007
just finsh watching 200 pounds beauty...ITS SO DAMN NICE LORS! i love it alot alot...whaoh whaoh...damn touching de, damn nice...
the love story in it was like..................touching...
hurhurs...i'm touched by it...
these are the OST of the show...
Song: Byul
Artist: Kim Ah Joong
this is the video:
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
just back from camp...this whole camp is slack de lors...fun camp mars...but still........., yawn...hen tired...but compared to the last few camps, this one very slack le...but i felt more tired lors...omg...i not human...argh~
day one:
woke up late, so had to chiong cab down to meet fren take shoes before heading for camp...need 2 shoes for one camp lors...siao de...hehes...had a stick first before i headed school...3D2N cant smoke leh, I WILL DIE DE LOR!
=p
reached school, had a little chat in the canteen before to parade square to assemble...assemble le jiu bag check...standard routine...bleahx...bag check le jiu seperate into groups le...
my group de trainer is MING HUI from innotrek(a company's name)...she a super duper nice person...love her so much...bu MY GROUP DE SEC ONE IS QUIET DE LORS! I CANT STAND QUIET PEOPLE! wahhhh...tried to di siao around the group, to make them smile...yes...they did smile...for one or two second only lors...wtf...
di siao till tired le, give up...head to campsite, MOE Dairy Farm...
reach there, also forgot wad we do first...just rmbr the main thing of the day is bukit timah hill hike and night hike...
bukit timah hill hike makes me feel so sticky lors...its dirty de lors...tiring, but kinda fun i can say...nice one...
night hike is just as fun...hahas...i not feeling well so priviledge, i went off wit my daughter JIAMIN, where-else everybody went off alone in the night, in the middle of the jungle...hahas...so long not wit JIAMIN le, so glad to be wit her again...hahas...both of us were scared, but we overcome it tgt...hahas...MAMA AND DAUGHTER POWER! bleahx...
that day hen early jiu went to slp le...their nights off hen early, reporting time is later den previous camps...very good lor, can slp longer...hehes...
slept like pig that night...but in the middle of the night i got wake up...hehes...
day two:
repoted at 0650...its consider late liao lors...hehes...had breadfast, den activities started...the main activities of the day is high elements and campfire! weets...both is just as fun... =D
tried POSTMAN WALK first...i'm not scared at all lors...just wanna slp only...dunno why, hen tired... =p trainer MINGHUI asked me to sing "you are my sunshine" on top...whaoh...hen pai seh lors, but i still sing it, just that i rushed through the song...hehes...avoid pai seh...
the one i tried next is ROCK CLIMBING...rock climbing is not easy de lors...you need alot of strength...i can climb a little bit, but when only climb abit, i no energy le...i fell...lucky so unno wad string to hold la, for sfety use de...upon falling, i did not come down, instead i tried to swing myself back, grab hold of some holders, and continue climbing...climb le one or two, i fall again...sian...i really no energy le...haiish...so i gave up and came down...fuck de lors...I WAN COMPLETE IT!
the third one, which is the last one i tried, is the one I LOVE THE MOST! ZIPLINE! woots...hen fun...i'm the first one to try it...hehes...they asked for volunteer to be the first, no one raised, den somemore i aim zipline hen jiu le, so i raised...I'M THE FIRST TO GO UP! buey haio bye...
alot of people screamed, some cired after trying...me? i no expression...hahas...not scared at all, just thigh hen pain...the hannas (dunno how to spell) is too tight le...awwww...
BUT ZIPLINE IS REALLY FUN LORS! wanted to try again de, but no time...sian...I WANNA PLAY AGAIN~
the next main thing is the CAMPFIRE...i can say that its the best campfire i ever had lors...the mc for campfire, HAZ and HAKIM is just so fun! seniors camp back...got SHISHI...woots...so long nv see her le, so happy to see her again...had a little chat wit her... =)
fine...back to campfire...
everybody there is just so high during the campfire lors...all so enthu, all so loud when cheering, all so happy~ had never seen such a successful campfire...nice nice...
this day, i became the asst. ic, cuz my group de asst. ic went off le...sian...had night patroling that night...is scary de lors...imagine you walk in a ulu ulu campsite, den can hear frogs croaking sounds very very clearly, in the middle of the night 0030...but lucky i did night patrol wit KANGQIlaopo and TEOWEIYANG...
finish patroling at around 0100 liddat...went back to dorm, jiu slp le...like pig liddat...hehes...
day three:
reported at 0720...this time is set by them de lors, not i late lors...its very late le lors...this is the first time i need to report so late for a overnight camp...omg...
had breadfast after reporting...frankly speaking, the breadfast this day sucks...but its the last meal there le...appreciate...
after breadfast was area cleaning...all the time we had area cleaning, my group was asked to clean canteen...consider is a hen slack de job le, as compared to cleaning toilets and the dorm...hehes...me and nadiah one of the job is to scrub the washing area de floor...we had to srcb the stains away...its not one or two stains hors, its almost the whole place le...but me and nadiag clean until we end up playing...hahas...and we found out one things, the results of us cleaning while we are playing, is better den we focus and scrub...hehes...
forgot wad exactly we do le, just rmbr had prize giving and departure...
and guess wad~ MY GROUP GOT THE BEST GROUP FOR THE CAMP! MY GROUP IS THE BEST GROUP! hahas...miracle...hahas...
after prize giving dunno got wad, den jiu depart from there le...hugged my trainer, MINGHUI...said "i will miss you de"...hurhurs...hen sad lors...like her alot, she's really really very very very super duper nice lors...LOVE HER SO MUCH CAN~ but still got to part...haiish...almost cried out...SAD~
will miss them lots lots...will love this camp lots lots...hurhurs...i wan TIME MACHINE~
p.s. there's still bits here and there in the story...shall ask me if interested! =) gonna edit this soon...just post here first... =p
Monday, June 04, 2007
its so late le, yet i haven slp...hahas...cant get to slp...and there's a 3D2N camp starting from tmr...hahas...
is things getting better or worse? we both know ourselves very clearly, we are not meant for each other...nvm...that's not the point...
the thing is, i still love her?
she made herself very clear to me le...she LOVE ME NO MORE...and we are like great frens still...really great frens? do i treat her as a fren not? i know myself best, i love her still, and she knows it...
feel myself like playing on her feeling...dun love her still stead...omg...
alot of people are saying i buey tiong xim, i'm super knnbccb...i also feel so...
but she too cant forget her mars...and we have our purpose to go stead with each other...i have no need to explain to anyone...we two know is enough...
but does that mean that we can go for no love stead-ing? no right...knn...i dunno lars...wad ever comes to me, i'll just react accordingly lars...
pua cb...feels that my life getting more and more complicated...
can i have a simple life?
and i LOVE HIM NO MORE~
pua cb! dun come to me le lars...super knnbcFUCKER!
