Thursday, March 30, 2006
wah lau ehhz..yesterday bcuz of some of my very cute sec one cadets, i kena scoldin from 3 of my seniors..its has nth to do with me lorz..they jus dun wanna co-operate wad can i do?? i shouted at them until i almost lose my voice lorz..durin the coolin down part of the PT my voice abit strange lorz..why?? bcuz of my cute sec ones..kau!! now den i koe its not fun bein an IC..
last time see my seniors who are the IC for specific things, see them comand around very fun..now when its time for me to comand, it can mak u damn piss off by their respond..
haix..nothin to say about them larz..speak of them i very sad..k larz..end here..buaix buaix..
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Harlow..from my title,u should tat i'm in the classroom now..actually i'm usin andrea de hp to surf internet..i clever marz? Lol..yesterday i went to meet my sis for dinner..she treated me swenson lehz..its delicious man..den later arn 8 plus i went hm..once i reach hm,the old lady in my hse started grumbling liao lorz..haix..dun wanna say anymore liao larz..damn piss off with her man..k larz..i'll stop here..the gprs is quite expensive..byebye..
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
recently keep goin tuu de community library sia.. last week march holiday mui progammes is packed with goin tuu de library, sch n home..
monday: home visit(red cross activity) n goin tuu de library tuu do group flag
tuesday: stayed at home nj watched tv until ili called me tuu go out n play in de library with alicson n nicholas
wednesday: went out with alicson, nicholas tuu de library n do hmk
thursday: red cross annual camp
friday: red cross annual camp
saturday: red cross annual camp
sunday: went out with nicholas agn tuu de library tuu finish up mui hmk
today: went out with nicholas agn tuu de library agn tuu 'do hmk'
before tat, we went tuu eat at long john tog with alicson.. den when we r in de library, ili came at join us until 3 plus.. when ili left, ferris came n join us.. haix.. me tog with 2 guys, stress sia.. i lyk a flirtin gurl liddat.. one gurl with two guys..
nw mus go liao.. nicholas wanna rush hm.. byebye..
Saturday, March 11, 2006
these pictures are taken a few weeks ago, i think.. all are pictures taken inside school compound..
i've cropped all these pictures, so the size may look abit different..
(all these pictures are just taken for fun..)
i got abit stupid right..?? take these kind of pictures for nothing.. lol..
today to me is sort of like gathering with my old friend. never expected ives will ask me out lorz, thought she has long forgotten about me liao..
this morning, 9+, reaching 10, ives called my hp, so slack slack de wake up and pick up her call.. she ask me what am i doing, i tell her i'm sleelping.. she ask me then now you awake liao marz..?? i tell her no.. then she ask me want to go back sleep anot..?? i say yes.. then she ask want to say byebye..?? i say yes.. then she ask want to go out..?? i keep quiet, cause i'm dozing off.. lol, think back i felt it so funny.. then forgot how liao, then i came back senses and reply her.. after her call, i went back sleep..
not long after, heard sms the ringtone.. haix, i wanna sleep lehz.. nvm, heck care, later then reply.. go back sleep.. first five minutes, trying to get to sleep.. cannot.. see who is the cute one to sms me.. peipei.. nvm, go back sleep.. toss for another five minutes.. cannot sleep liao.. my walking alarm clock has woken me up.. haix, so reply peipei's sms.. then if i'm not wrong, i sms until 11, then i pull myself up from the bed..
then later slack slack around the house after i brushed my teeth.. lazy to bathe, later when i want to go out liao then i bathe.. then online for awhile, disscuss camp the group flag with steph for awhile, then offline.. prepare go out liao..
suppose wanna go collect my new spectacle today, but when i reach central, then i found out that it is not opened.. haix, wasted trip.. then go meet ives.. she changed quite alot.. her clothings now are more 'nv ren' liao.. then off we went to tiong bahru plaza..
my main aim to go there is to take neoprint.. tiong bahru plaza neoprint shop very big, suppose got alot choice.. but go there, the shop all in pink.. machine also in pink.. haix, see everything pink half of my spirit gone liao.. too extragerate liao.. all pink lehz.. nvm, for the sake of neoprint, i endure.. after taking neos, we went to loiter around the shopping mall.. sianx, nothing shop the.. the shops there are all so common, can be found in most shopping mall.. so change place shop.. we decided to go to bugis junction..
reached bugis.. went to find neoprint shop again.. my idea.. ives automatically become the victim.. poorthing her.. walk everywhere, still cannot find.. not very sure with the place, rarely been there.. then like maron like that, walk here walk there.. sms people ask for direction somemore.. cute marz..?? so pathetic man.. then bugis juction got one link to a extremely mini shopping mall, edge.. not really a shopping mall, its just a extend out.. must cross a 'bridge'.. its hanging in the middle of the air, then both of us are scared of heights, then we like idiots like that, brisk walk through.. lucky the distance is very short, if not even if you whack me to death i wil also not dare to cross it.. then walk walk around, shop shop around.. its like a maze sehz, suddenly got one turn to the right, then suddenly got one turn to the left, then suddenly no way out, really like a maze..
shop finish the 'edge' liao, wanna go back to the main shooping mall.. die..!! must cross that thingy again.. ives dont dare sehz.. then i pull her with all my force, like pull a very stubborn cow like that.. so malu man, the rest of the people there are like watching us play like that.. then today also abit sot sot liao.. i hold ives like couple like that.. i'm like the girl hugging the guy's hand.. i call her lao po, then she say she want to be lao gong, so i call her lao gong lorz..
sorry my real lao po, i am having affaris.. lol..
then walk walk around.. yeah..!! found neoprint shop.. me and ives saw it together.. ives tired of taking neos liao, so she try to pull me away.. but i addicted to it liao, so i pull her to take.. we was like kids playing in the street like that.. so malu, so many people watching.. finally i win, i manage to pull her to go take neos.. went to one of the machine.. they got time limit of choosing the photos one, but we overlook it.. so in the end we only manage to choose one design.. wasted sia.. so go change money and tak another one..
hahahas.. got more and more experience liao.. the photo looks nicer and nicer liao.. got one machine has no time limit when you are designing, unless got somebody taking pictures in the machine.. it looks fun, but that machine indicates out of order, but i saw somebody designing their pictures worz.. dont understand.. after we walk one round aroung the shopping mall third floor, we pass through the neoprint shop again.. then we saw somebody taking photo with that machine lorz.. knn, we kena cheated sehz.. not happy larz.. but no money take neos liao, wasted the money on other machine liao.. haix..
after a few more rounds around the shopping mall, we went back home..
p.s. why your story so pathetic one.. and you can be laughing happily in front of us..?? dont understand you lorz.. why be a strong girl..?? not happy can tell me one.. only express out in your blog.. it wont help.. telling someone else your trouble will be more effective.. trust me.. i have lots of experience in it..
Friday, March 10, 2006
today for nothing i kena scolding from the sec one main IC.. today do PT during RC traing marz, i shouted at de sec one, ask them to run in twos, bt they just dont wanna co-operate with me, what can i do..?? then just nice de main IC turned back and saw de back people not running in twos, then shout to me, " IC, do your job lehz..!! " kau..!! not totally my fault right..!!
then got one time, the sec ones are all running to the classroom, i got serious gastric pain, really really very pain, so i tell that main IC say i cannot run, so i not running with them, but i will catch up behind.. then when they are running to the classroom, that main IC ask me to run too, set example.. wah lau ehz..!! tell her cannot run liao right..!! never see you run also lorz.. only know how to ask people do things, she just wont do it herself..
its not fun being an IC lorz.. dunno why the some of the sec two cadets are so jealous of me, jealous that i can be the sec one assistant IC.. its damn tiring n its not fun the lorz.. they did something wrongly you kena scolding, do you think its fun..?? thought is because miss oon biased of me then i can become the IC.. funny lorz, do some soul searching first lorz.. if you all wanna be an IC so much i let you be larz.. if i really can let you the post, i'm very willing.. i'll make sure you will cry for help when you really become the IC.. dont judge by the cover larz, naive peeps..
p.s. haix.. ndp..?? join..?? no..?? can i pass the audition..?? yes..?? no..??
p.s. so what if you are the leader of the group.. so what if i'm only the assistant leader.. please dont boost in front of me.. even sy can be the leader lorz.. if she can be the leader too, that means that you are no difference from her.. if you really wanna compare with me, i'm sure you will lose..
Thursday, March 09, 2006
haix, feelin sad now.. telling alicson my feelings towards him just now.. haix, i shouldnt have, it will make me feel sad only.. missing him lots sehz.. when will 26 march arrive..?? cuz normil said that on that day something will happen.. is it real or fake..?? should i believe in him anot..?? he is just a spirit i met in oga board lorz..
ARGH..!! WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM..?? WHY JUST CANT I LET HIM GO..?? WHY HE JUST WONT SEEM TO GET OFF MY MIND..?? i dun suit him lorz, i know it very well lorz, but just why do i keep thinking about him..?? we dun suit each other, yet i like him.. WHAT AM I THINKING ABOUT..?? WHAT IS IN MY MIND..?? i just feel like burst out whenever i think of him, i cant take the temptation anymore liao larz..!!
must be a strong girl..!! i cant cry in the library.. i must endure.. cannot malu myself in front of my juniors.. yeah..!! thats it..!! keep myself busy with things so that i will not think of him anymore..
p.s. just found this online.. this is exactly how i feel now..
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
must type quick quick, cuz oni left 5 mins before i left tis rm.. its so cold over here, mui hand numb liao.. todae i very gd, nv bring mp3 to sch lehz.. cuz de screen gt cracks liao, de screen sopil liao.. i oso nv play oga board todae, quite piss off by normial, he told me tat he cheated me, de words tat he said to me its all not true, he didnt knoe anthing abt me except for who i lyk.. wad will happen nex he dunno.. phew.. 26 march wil happen nth.. bt hw i wish there will really be sumthing happenin..
i leavin nw.. lesson end liao.. byebye..
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
guess where am i now.. lol, i'm in the sch library.. comp still not fixed yet, still cnt use.. the days where there is no comp is really very cham, wanna die from the temptation from my friends liao.. they so bad sehz, always temp me, saying that their comp is working very well..
haix, still feeling very sad now.. i played oga board again.. sorry that i never listen to all of your advice given, i just cant stop playing.. i met a spirit named normial. he told me that he likes me alot. haix, dunno if its true or not.. should i believe him..?? i'm so lost.. on 26 march, will there really be something going to happen..??
leavin le, byebye..
p.s. so cold.. brrrrrrrr..
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
nii hao.. hao jiu bu jian.. recently comp spoil le, moniter explode liao, so cnt update blog.. nt waste time nw cuz i'm usin de IPW lesson.. haix gt alot of things tuu tell euu all lehz, bt too mani lerz, no time write nw.. nvm larz.. keep it tuu myself lorz.. since i've been keepin a secret fer more den one year lerz.. actually nt really a secret liao lorz, cuz two person koe itz liao.. de first person ish me n de nex person ish my ex-didi..
btw, didi, do euu koe sumthing..?? i miss euu alot euu koe..?? nw den i koe hw painful ish someone advoidin euu.. i'm really very sorry fer wad i did.. i still lyks euu.. euu may hate me after wad i did tis time, i dun balme euu fer tis, cuz i hate myself too..
if euu saw tis entry of mine can euu pls gimme a call..?? i jus merely wanna sae a simple sorry tuu euu, n i oso wanna koe hw euu feel abt me after tis accident.. i may be a bit bold nw, a bit bu yao lian, bt i dun care anymore..!! i jus dun wanna regret anything anymore..
