Tuesday, August 14, 2007
today is not my day...izzit ur day? heard from serina saying something like ur chance of continuing inside is high...izzit true? still hope you will come out...ur wish has come true...we really became more & more good girls le...we got guai guai...haiish...
~HOPING YOU OUT~
after school, go wit the same usual grp go smoke..i didnt smoke...not gonna smoke le...for the time being i guess...
today ever since recess time jiu abit emo le...try not to emo, as in try not to show out the emo-ness...but too bad...after recess back to class is totally emo le...haiish...all becuz of her? i dunno...
today at class cried abit bah...becuz of her? i dunno...
talked to joey during the last period, math...actually is complain bah...complain tat things are changing...we arent like before...joey still ask me, "why before stead & after stead so different ars?" haas...silly qns...act like i will know lidadt...blah blah...if i know things wont be so sad le, as in for me lars...her? i dunno...
at arn 2.30 liddat, bidded farewell, and off i went to mcys le...consider all alone bah...saw zishan at the mrt station, chatted wit her until je, where she alight...& after tat, is me all alone le...I HATE LONLINESS SO MUCH CAN`!
reach mcys at arn 3.40 liddat, where by i only have to reach at 4...& i left mcys at arn 4.20 liddat...fast...
left mcys, went to take bus, suppose back to novena, den take train back, but saw 7-11...hen thirsty, so alighted half way to buy drinks...i whole day nv drink any water lors...after buy finsh drinks, went to wait for bus...cuz all alone mars, den still early, so intend to take 166 back to clementi, den take 99 home...
bus come le, happy happy board the bus, but ghost know i lost my ez link card ars...nabeis...alighted at the next stop, cuz cant board mars, no money...suppose tot of go back just now tat station & look for my ez link card de, but is far de lors...pua byebye...
sit down by the sit & find my card, really cnt find lors...sian...see my wallet...is even a pathetic 10 cents also dun have lors...haiish...nv been so pathetic before...
so turn arn & wanting to borrow 55 cents to take back to clementi...den at celmenti den see how bah...the uncle hen good, no change, so gave me $1... =)
i almost stupid stupid go drop the $1 coin for just one trip lors, lucky last minute i go nearby de old chang kee & change 50 cents 50 cents... =)
thx da girl girl for wanting to come down novena pass me $$, but dun wanna bother you...sorry...bukit batok to novena not near, so didnt wanted to waste ur time...thx anyway...
166 finally came...dropped 50 cents in, the uncle didnt say anything, just let me in...so good...haas...went to the upper deck, still got chinese oldies to listen somemore...haas...is music play...dunno is i thinking too much or really got play...first time on bus hear music play...haas...
on bus tot of alot alot things...& THE JOURNEY IS DAMN FUCKING LONG LORS...slept halfway through the journey... =/
1 hour past, den i reach clementi...haiish...tired...
alighted the bus, & off for 99...i dropped 50 cents in again, & the uncle let me in again... =) bus 99 de journey to me still ok, take before alot of times le...its consider long, but not as long as from novena to clementi... O.o
nv slp during the bus 99 hourney, just stun throughout...haas...alone mars, nth better to do...haiish...
7 plus liddat, reach home le...called bastard, cuz he wanted me to call him...in the end just to chat only...sian...at arn 7.30 liddat, hanged...cuz i insist tat i wanna call my po... =x
after call po went to eat, after eat bathe, den jiu came to use comp le...nobody at home now...papa went for his drink le, den korkor; RAINjie & mama went out to buy my phone le...haas...happy...wonder wad model they will buy.. =)
& SHE HAS MSGED ME...loves`~ <3
