Friday, August 03, 2007
today is the 5rd day le...misses grows...everyday a letter, and try my best to post blog, doesnt seems enough for me...i wanna do more for her...feels tat i've nv done enough...feels so little of me...misses grows...other den tat, wad still grows? dunno...
really feeling lost recently...very hot tempered recently...venting my angers on everyone...sorry all...dunno wda i'm doind...just now in school after cca quarreled with a goup of ppl...they rushed towards rc, and bang into alot of them, causing them to fall...knn...push my cadets, push my dear frens...pua cb...val even cried while quarreling...
but not all of them are there...we hand this thing over to mr wong, he will report to office bah...hope they will get wad they deserve...most of my cadets are only sec one lors...they are still having tat pure heart ok...most of them is scared, and some cried...pua cb...still got one dun dare go home, cuz she say wad, some of them hate her, they will chiong towards rc becuz they wanna aim on her...i dunno...
only manage to talk to some...nvm...sua...at least some already promise to give an apology to my cadets le...
haiish...they owe an apology to my cadets, and i owe an apology too all of them arn me...i seems rebellious these days...dunno why...others words just cant to get into my head....whereby my mind is totally blank...suan le...SORRY ALL~ once again, sorry~
i still miss you~
