Thursday, August 17, 2006
i just hate being left out alone lor..nobody likes to be left out alone..i'm no exceptional..but why i just have to left out alone?! why am i always the one being left out?! can i dun be the one anymore?! i hate this kind of feeling lor..alone you all think fun ar?! its of no fun..
why some people can have lots of friends?! why cant i even have a true friend?!
everybody tell me wad, "i will be there for you de, got anything can come and find me.."act like i really can go and find you all liddat..when i'm sad, when i'm down, where are you all?! you all are nowhere to be found..and i'm being left out alone in the sadness..i just simply hate it lor..
i only have a simple wish..to have a true friend and being loved..its just so simple..but i just cant get it..even such an easy thing i also cant get, how can i get such a difficult thing like happiness?!
always ask me smile, always ask me cheer up..oh please, when someone is really down, how can they cheer up?! i may be the laughing one, i may be the joking one..why?! i dun wanna anybody to be as sad as me..i wanna the people around me to be happy..
but i didnt get anything in return..yes..i did get something in return..more and more people are leaving me..
they leave me nvm..nobody is coming in !! thats the problem..nobody is coming in !! can somebody just come in?! come in and comfort me and go..i will be happy le..
but the matter now is, nobody even walk pass..nobody..
the people who hates me and has tagged my blog will be thinking that i'm acting ke lian now maybe..i'm not acting ke lian, i'm really friendless liao lor..i wouldnt lie to you for this kind of things..you all should know who am i..look around me..who is the one that i'm really close to?! nobody lor..no one okay..i really dun wish to continue this tagging of blog thing le lor..come and look for me if you all are really unhappy with me..lets have a chat can?! believe that there is lots of misunderstanding in between us lor..
you people just cant see my good..didnt i express it well enough?! my good will always be the bad thing in the end..why is this so?! anyone just tell me..i really wish to know..
p.s. jiamin, i cried is because i feel that i'm the extra lightbulb in between you and geraldine..sorry..i shouldnt join you all at first..i should have went home..i'm really really very sorry..i will go home next time de..i wont pester you de..i promise..have fun with your friends bah..
