Thursday, March 09, 2006
haix, feelin sad now.. telling alicson my feelings towards him just now.. haix, i shouldnt have, it will make me feel sad only.. missing him lots sehz.. when will 26 march arrive..?? cuz normil said that on that day something will happen.. is it real or fake..?? should i believe in him anot..?? he is just a spirit i met in oga board lorz..
ARGH..!! WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM..?? WHY JUST CANT I LET HIM GO..?? WHY HE JUST WONT SEEM TO GET OFF MY MIND..?? i dun suit him lorz, i know it very well lorz, but just why do i keep thinking about him..?? we dun suit each other, yet i like him.. WHAT AM I THINKING ABOUT..?? WHAT IS IN MY MIND..?? i just feel like burst out whenever i think of him, i cant take the temptation anymore liao larz..!!
must be a strong girl..!! i cant cry in the library.. i must endure.. cannot malu myself in front of my juniors.. yeah..!! thats it..!! keep myself busy with things so that i will not think of him anymore..
p.s. just found this online.. this is exactly how i feel now..
