Monday, February 20, 2006
very little ppl wil says tat they r havin a family on bad terms right..?? lol.. i'm havin one right nw.. normally one's family ish livin happily, harmonously together.. mine ish always havin fights, bickerin n shoutins everywhere..
i'm already extremely flare up wib mui own flesh n blood mother lerz lorz.. i really had enough lorz.. everything she does she tot ish de correct one, no matter wad we do ish jus shit tuu her..
i already folded mui clothes properly n put it at de side of mui bed liao lorz.. tis mornin she juz tak all de clothes n wash, no matter ish it clean or dirty de, she juz bring all tuu wash.. no need her be such a busybody lorz.. she tak mui clothes n wash ish alright wib me, bt she juz wun mak clear wib me if i needed those clothes tuu wear later on anot..?? she juz wash mui socks n p.e. attire liddat. i need tuu wear it later fer sch de lorz..!! i had de rest of mui socks washin, oni left tis pair, bt she juz bring itz tuu wash. as a result of her smartness, i had tuu wear mui old socks, which ish considered spoilt..
when i reach hm frm taf programme todae, i jus simply use a very normal tone tuu tell mui very clever de mama nt tuu touch mui things anymore. n mui papa say tat i'm bein rude tuu mui parents, nv treat them as mui senior or wad so eva, nv respect them.. pls lorz, wanna me respect u as mui parents at least do sumthing tat makes me proud first lorz. always bein de unreasonable one, always bein de stupid one who started de fight, n i'm always de one who kena scoldin, kena beatin..
had a very stupid bickerin with tat clever mama agn. bein de stupid unreasonable one agn. todae papa so piss off, she expect me ask fer pocket money frm him, wanna me kena scoldin or wad..?? in de end, papa wake up, gimme one idiotic de scoldin, bt i one ear in, den de other ear out, jus lyk i not stupid too one of de sence. in de end no money taken, bt a stupid scoldin fer nth.
all de ppl in mui hse jus simply hatez tat unreasonable mama. tell her alot of times tat i hatez her tuu de core, bt she jus wun do sm little soul searchin on herself. mui papa ish jus simply dun wanna tok tuu her anymore, mui sis ish happy de times den tok tuu her, nt happy den heck care abt her, mui korkor ish when needs money den tok tuu her, dun need money den lock himself in de rm or go fer outtin.
sumtimes i really wonder if i'm really her real flesh n blood lorz.. really feel lyk goin fer a dna test or sumthing tuu test if we r really realated. u cant find any part of me tat resemblems her lorz. nt mui attitude, nt mui look. bt both mui look n mui attitude resemblems mui papa lorz. we r both so stubborn, we both look alike too..
if i hav tat ability, i really wanna leave tis hse n live on mui own. i think i wil b happier livin in those kind of lifestyle.. definitly..!!
quote frm i not stupid too:
FAMILY = Father And Mother I Love You
