Thursday, January 12, 2006
juz nw watch Reachin For The Stars on channel u. gt 2 part i watch until i cry. y suddenly i become so emotional huh?? dunno..
de 1st part i cry ish where xiaorou n leilei r celebratin their birthdae tog. once, xiaorou, leilei n renjie promise each other tat they wil celebrate their birthdae tog. bt renjie thinks tat she did sumthing wrg, so she adviod all her frens. she hid behind a car n peek at xiaorou n leilei celebrate. although renjie did nt turn up fer de celebration, bt xiaorou n leilei did nt forget abt her, they wished her happy birthdae oso. renjie saw it while she was hidin behind de car, she very touched tat they did nt forget abt her, so she cried. i oso touched by them, so i cry le. everybody thinks tat renjie ish runnin away frm reality. bcuz she thinks tat she did sumthing wrg, so she hides frm all her frens.
if renjie ish runnin away frm reality, den wad abt me?? m i runnin away frm reality too?? juz bcuz i feel ... fer him, i break with him. after tat i keep advoidin him. juz lyk renjie feels tat she has did sumthing wrg, so she leave zhou family n de company, den she advoid all her frens. do our character looks alike?? thinkin of tis qn fer de whole commercial break.
den de 2nd part which mak me cry ish zhenghao n renjie patch. damn touchin de. bt if it ish las time, i wun cry over tis kind of storyline, bt y do i cry tis time??
wad had happened tuu me?? y do i change so much after tis 2 mths??
chat with my fren over sms agn todae. told her tat no matter hw hard i try, i stil cannot trust myself. she asked me tuu do sm soul searchin of where hav itz gt wrg. soul searchin?? ive done tat fer 2mths le. recently solved 1 of my probs, relieve abit. bt stil dun hav de faith in myself. ive change alot. las time i was those kind of person tat craps alot, jokes alot. bt recently i hav lesser jokes, lesser smile, lesser laughter. (gt tis frm my fren) y do i change?? wad made me change?? who made me change??
p.s. peipei, m i botherin euu with my probs?? can tell me if i hav.. so i wil nt bother euu so much, i wil giv euu time tuu rest..
