Friday, November 25, 2005
Sobz Sobz..
Me one day cry alot of time. Yesterdae when i went to meet peipei n yanyan to watch movie, as u al koe frm my previous entry, i knock into sumbody tat i dun really wanna see. When i get into the cinema, the place was at a total dark except for the light on the screen, i cried, thinkin tat they wun b able to see me cry.
Den yesterdea de nite, i went online, i chatted wib joycelyn. She told me tat she nt happy cuz she cannot play maple, den i oso told her i nt happy cuz sumthing bad has happened on me. Tat time i tot of wad had happened in the afternoon, i nearly cried, the tears r juz around my eyes. Den joycelyn keep askin me to tell her wad happened, i didnt tell her, cuz i dun wanna others to koe so much of my extreme personal things, i scared they wil leak out to others. Den i tot of sm sad things agn due to sm of her words, tis time my tears start to 'flow' down le. Den wib her consloe, i stopped cryin le.
Den she very bad, hit on my sad thinkins agn, i didnt cry, i'm holdin my tears bac, cuz my sis ish juz arn watchin tv. At arn 1.30++ in the mn, we both log off n went to slp. I couldnt get to slp, still thinkin of ***, mind full of ***.. I sms to peipei cuz she koe much of my things, thinkin tat i can tok to her more freely, ask her for sm opinions, bt she nv reply. I tot more n more deeper. Finally, i cant hold it animore, i hid under my blanket n cried.
If i'm nt wrong, i went to slp at arn 4+ in the mornin, den i mus wake up at arn 7 in the mornin cuz there ish red cross 2dae, bt i woke up late, i woke up at arn 7.30++, so i quickly bathe, change into my mufti n went to meet farhanah to go sch tog.
p.s. Pic drawn by my fren, joycelyn. Gope frm her de.
